Help SN, what happens if it fails?

[Scacie]

The main reason I havn't CTB'd yet is the paranoia of the aftermath if SN fails. I know if I follow all the recommendations, then my chance of failure should be minimal, but am still scared of it.
I guess the main put off is the ≤0.001% heavy metal content in SN. I'm just scared of me being found and resuscitated when I am already asphyxiating, or if the PB in SN causes brain function impairment. Like being book smart is the only thing I have and I don't know what to do if I were to somehow fail and lose it at the same time. At that point I dont even know if I will even have the mental capability to try again if it happens.
So yea, can anyone give me some advice on how to minimize the chance of being found while in the process? Its really hard to leave my home and CTB and I wish to do it in one of my only safe places. Ofc if I have to leave then i'll find a way I guess, but I just want to do it ASAP.
Thank you :)

 

[Fulminare]

If you need to do it at your home (I'm assuming you live with family or someone), then I recommend doing it while they're either at work and you know they're going to be out for 8h or you do it at night.

You could also tell them that you have a migraine and need some alone time today and that you won't leave your room for some time.

Either way, I recommend getting a hotel room nonetheless. Nobody will bother you there. You'll be found if you stay longer than the usual check-out time, but not before that.

 

[darkwater]

I read that if you survive you have an extremely increased risk of cancer is that true? Because it is the compound that makes cured meat carcinogenic in small amounts.

 

[Sulyya]

There was a SN failed attempt thread yesterday, sounded scary to go through.

Leaving in a few hours

Did anyone manage to reach OP in messaging? I got no answer.

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Scacie]

I read that if you survive you have an extremely increased risk of cancer is that true? Because it is the compound that makes cured meat carcinogenic in small amounts.

I guess I dont really care about the cancer risks. I just want to have my mind intact so I can do it again properly, but the risk of cancer does encourage me from trying more times which is good i guess

If you need to do it at your home (I'm assuming you live with family or someone), then I recommend doing it while they're either at work and you know they're going to be out for 8h or you do it at night.

You could also tell them that you have a migraine and need some alone time today and that you won't leave your room for some time.

Either way, I recommend getting a hotel room nonetheless. Nobody will bother you there. You'll be found if you stay longer than the usual check-out time, but not before that.

My plan is to stay up really late(3am ish) when everyone is asleep and do it, but some in the house are light sleepers and im scared they will wake up if i make any uncontrollable sounds. It does kinda suck that I have to get a hotel room, though I can spin a believable story to explain my absence i guess. thank you

 

[Recklesslyabandoned]

Not sure about the cancer but I did try a few days ago. I managed a mouthful, maybe even half that before I threw up the entire first drink. My lips still turned blue and my face went ashy grey. I had a fairly bad headache and my pulse was really high for a few hours and then everything was back to normal a few hours later. But as far as physical symptoms go I got off lightly

 

[freelifexit]

There are no negative info about consequences from people who failed SN on this forum, except two cases who got problems with kidneys.

But there is info from this Russian article about SN poisoning consequences (first two paragraphs on page 6).

"In severe cases of intoxication due to degenerative changes in erythrocytes and a decrease in their resistance, hemolysis and secondary hemolytic anemia occur (on the 3-5th day after poisoning). In this case, hemoglobinuria, kidney damage (nephropathy with varying degrees of acute renal failure) and liver damage (toxic hepatopathy) can be observed. Severe acute vascular insufficiency (nitrite shock), coma, pulmonary edema may develop. The clinical picture of poisoning is highly variable. In some cases, changes in the respiratory organs come to the fore, in others - in the cardiovascular and central nervous systems, in others - in the blood system."

Also there are no comments about brain damage on this forum from people who failed SN.

There are several articles which say that brain damage is possible.

From this article (Page 2, Discussion, 2nd paragraph): "Nitrite is also a potent vasodilator and can
cause coronary ischemia and stroke as a result of hypotension, tachycardia, and hypoxia."

Also article about survived case with brain damage: "Delayed post-hypoxic leukoencephalopathy (DPHL) is a demyelinating syndrome that occurs days to weeks after the brain has recovered from a coma. It is caused by the period of hypoxia and is characterized by mental disorders, extrapyramidal system symptoms, and motor changes. Common causes include cardiogenic shock, severe anemia, massive blood loss, and poisoning. There are only a few reports of DPHL due to nitrite poisoning in literature.

Most patients usually recover completely. However, DPHL can easily induce long-term neurological deficits. Within a few weeks, patients with mild symptoms gradually begin to recover some functions, such as speaking and walking. After 1–−2 years, most patients return to their baseline level, but following such poisoning, cognitive impairment including short-term memory deficits and fatigue may persist and hamper the patient's independence, reducing their quality of life."

 

[Scacie]

There are no negative info about consequences from people who failed SN on this forum, except two cases who got problems with kidneys.

But there is info from this Russian article about SN poisoning consequences (first two paragraphs on page 6).

"In severe cases of intoxication due to degenerative changes in erythrocytes and a decrease in their resistance, hemolysis and secondary hemolytic anemia occur (on the 3-5th day after poisoning). In this case, hemoglobinuria, kidney damage (nephropathy with varying degrees of acute renal failure) and liver damage (toxic hepatopathy) can be observed. Severe acute vascular insufficiency (nitrite shock), coma, pulmonary edema may develop. The clinical picture of poisoning is highly variable. In some cases, changes in the respiratory organs come to the fore, in others - in the cardiovascular and central nervous systems, in others - in the blood system."

Also there are no comments about brain damage on this forum from people who failed SN.

There are several articles which say that brain damage is possible.

From this article (Page 2, Discussion, 2nd paragraph): "Nitrite is also a potent vasodilator and can
cause coronary ischemia and stroke as a result of hypotension, tachycardia, and hypoxia."

Also article about survived case with brain damage: "Delayed post-hypoxic leukoencephalopathy (DPHL) is a demyelinating syndrome that occurs days to weeks after the brain has recovered from a coma. It is caused by the period of hypoxia and is characterized by mental disorders, extrapyramidal system symptoms, and motor changes. Common causes include cardiogenic shock, severe anemia, massive blood loss, and poisoning. There are only a few reports of DPHL due to nitrite poisoning in literature.

Most patients usually recover completely. However, DPHL can easily induce long-term neurological deficits. Within a few weeks, patients with mild symptoms gradually begin to recover some functions, such as speaking and walking. After 1–−2 years, most patients return to their baseline level, but following such poisoning, cognitive impairment including short-term memory deficits and fatigue may persist and hamper the patient's independence, reducing their quality of life."

Thank you, your reply is really helpful, makes me much less afraid to go through with it