JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
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So I'm not sure If I should try SN or just hang myself.

SN seems like more peaceful way to CTB, but what If after drinking it I will throw up immediately? What If SI will kick in before I pass out and I decide to call ambulance? There are so many things that can go wrong. And I have only SN, no meto, antiacid or anything else, just SN.

And with full suspension hanging all you have to do is just one step. You just have to defeat your SI once and it's all over, there is no going back. After you make this one step you can't change your mind. But it's more painful for sure. And If found to early I might end with brain damage.

Or maybe I will try with SN, and If it fails then I will just hang myself.

And partial hanging is not an option, I tried it already and can't make myself pass out.

I don't know what to do. All I want is to be dead already. I can't stand this pain any longer.
 
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DeadButDreaming

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I agree that SN seems the less painful method. I can't contemplate hanging.
 
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Mr.Mediocre

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SN reminds me of that feeling you get when your blood is being drawn and you get close to passing out. I tried to force myself to throw up when I drank a sub-lethal dose but I couldn't. I think if I drank a much larger dose I would've died before I had a chance to throw up, as it surprised me how fast acting SN is (within 60 seconds I was already feeling it)
 
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SN reminds me of that feeling you get when your blood is being drawn and you get close to passing out. I tried to force myself to throw up when I drank a sub-lethal dose but I couldn't. I think if I drank a much larger dose I would've died before I had a chance to throw up, as it surprised me how fast acting SN is (within 60 seconds I was already feeling it)
What precise amount of SN did you take? (I am worried about throwing it all up before it works.)
 
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NoPlaceForme

NoPlaceForme

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Jun 13, 2020
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SN reminds me of that feeling you get when your blood is being drawn and you get close to passing out. I tried to force myself to throw up when I drank a sub-lethal dose but I couldn't. I think if I drank a much larger dose I would've died before I had a chance to throw up, as it surprised me how fast acting SN is (within 60 seconds I was already feeling it)
If you don't mind telling, how much did you drink ? I plan on using 25g
 
Konolomn

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Jul 19, 2020
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Even if you throw up the 25g it is still lethal since some SN would still enter the system so there is no going back on SN
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

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I plan on taking 25-30g SN. I also have antiemetics and antacids. So hoping it will be a sure thing.
I don't think I'd risk hanging for fear of failure and the obvious marks around your neck you'd be left with.
 
Worndown

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Full hanging is simple, cheap and easy to prepare. It also will knock you out is seconds.
 
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mopeyD

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Full hanging is simple, cheap and easy to prepare. It also will knock you out is seconds.
Is there a way to ensure passing out quickly? In terms of placement of rope around the neck? Or placement of knot? Thanks
 
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Do people's names get crossed out when they are confirmed deceased or what? Is this guy gone?
 
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Do people's names get crossed out when they are confirmed deceased or what? Is this guy gone?
I believe that the name is scored out if the persons account is deleted/shutdown either by them or admin. I think can be deceased or they just leave the site.
 
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