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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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God it's awful
 
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Superdeterminist

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Apr 5, 2020
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Hello, how are you feeling? Did you just taste some right now? How much?
 
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Journeytoletgo

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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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Hmm, I was hoping it was somewhat bearable
It's really gross if finances aren't an issue and you can wait I'd go for N in July
 
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Superdeterminist

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Apr 5, 2020
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It was just a pinch I def need N because SN is really gross
Ok, I wasn't sure if you were attempting.

I would rather have N than SN too. I heard N is also bitter though? I'm not sure. Hopefully you can remove the bitter taste quickly with some food or drink.

Do you feel normal? I'm unsure if you would feel some effects from the small pinch you took.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Ok, I wasn't sure if you were attempting.

I would rather have N than SN too. I heard N is also bitter though? I'm not sure. Hopefully you can remove the bitter taste quickly with some food or drink.

Do you feel normal? I'm unsure if you would feel some effects from the small pinch you took.
I feel fine. And yeah I would advise N, the thing is you can have alcohol with it and mask the taste with candy and it's quick. Sn is very salty and awfully disgusting
 
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Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
I feel fine. And yeah I would advise N, the thing is you can have alcohol with it and mask the taste with candy and it's quick. Sn is very salty and awfully disgusting
That is very unfortunate. I appreciate your report though.
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Be careful with that sn. It's poisonous af and some have even died by accident doing test trials.

I heard n isn't that great taste wise but you can always eat some chocolates after like I've seen in euthanasia vids.
 
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HubbaHubba

Student
Mar 20, 2022
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If you don't mind me asking, could you describe how "gross" does it taste?

Like... is it super salty, very bitter, etc.?

The worst thing I've ever tasted is Surströmming. It's a fermented herring. The smell and taste when you put it in your mouth is truly horrible, like eating spoiled fish that have been out in the sun for days. Bleech... I hope SN doesn't taste like that.
 
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Le_Dauphin

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Dec 2, 2021
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According to what I've been reading over here, N isn't that pleasant either, because the N sold do people who want to CTB on this site is made for IV purposes, it really isn't the kind of N drunk by people who we see dying peacifully on youtube videos. There is no easy way out.

Also, just as you're here saying that about SN, there are tons of people who say it wasn't nearly as bad as they assumed it would be. Taste is indeed a subjective thing.
 
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UnravelingWinter

I wish I was a sunflower
Mar 19, 2022
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If you don't mind me asking, could you describe how "gross" does it taste?

Like... is it super salty, very bitter, etc.?

The worst thing I've ever tasted is Surströmming. It's a fermented herring. The smell and taste when you put it in your mouth is truly horrible, like eating spoiled fish that have been out in the sun for days. Bleech... I hope SN doesn't taste like that.
I just taste tested my SN because of this post. It tastes like if you mixed 1/2 table salt with 1/2 potassium chloride (salt substitute). It doesn't taste good, but it's very similar to sea water.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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Tastes bad in water? Damn... I might be too hesitant to try it now.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
God it's awful
For peo0ple who slam it quickly them have said it's very salty but not that bad usually, but when people taste it they react as you have done. I do think that if you slam it down quickly it's not as bad, but I suppose everyone's tastes are different. I wonder if eating a lot of salty food for a while would condition your taste buds so that it wouldn't be as bad.
 
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BigG91

I'd rather be homeless with good health.
Aug 21, 2021
191
It just tastes like slimy sea water and the taste kinda sticks to your tongue so even after you swallow you'll still feel the taste.
I tasted the crystals and spat them out immediately. I had to keep spitting for a while to get rid of the taste
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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It just tastes like slimy sea water and the taste kinda sticks to your tongue so even after you swallow you'll still feel the taste.
I tasted the crystals and spat them out immediately. I had to keep spitting for a while to get rid of the taste
Some people who said it wasn't that bad I think had a piece of candy after that to clear this taste as much as they could.
 
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BigG91

I'd rather be homeless with good health.
Aug 21, 2021
191
Some people who said it wasn't that bad I think had a piece of candy after that to clear this taste as much as they could.
Well it's not that bad as in burning or anything irritating....
It's just not something that you'd want to taste also for a long time.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Hey OP. There is a mega thread that SN cannot be experimented . Stop doing experiments if u still not ready to ctb. Its extremely toxic ,maybe morw toxic then N.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
I personally took 2 teaspoon to tried and regret after my face turn bluish and send to the psy ward . Just 2 teaspoon, do n9t umderstimate the t9xic level of SN.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
N might be the way to go for me, then. I can't stand things that taste bad. I have a very low tolerance for it.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
N might be the way to go for me, then. I can't stand things that taste bad. I have a very low tolerance for it.
It taste definately better then sewerage water. So i have no problems drinking sewerage water.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,743
That does sound very awful, but I would still personally prefer SN over many other methods. I would put up with an horrible taste if it meant freedom from decades of suffering. N does sound like the most peaceful way to go and of course it is my ideal method, if only that option was available for me. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
N might be the way to go for me, then. I can't stand things that taste bad. I have a very low tolerance for it.
N tastes worse. There has been people who tested both and that's the typical report. N is reported to be ghastly. Surprisingly bad.

But you drink and it's lights out pretty quickly. You'll be faded within 1-2 minutes and unconscious in 3-5. SN you drink, you taste it, you start vomiting or feel unwell for 20+ minutes. It's been said to be either be not so bad to extremely uncomfortable to straight up painful. You'll never know until the time. N is more consistent in effect, but SN I've seen many people say the taste is very bearable. pros and cons.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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It will never be easy. Nothing worth acheiving is ever easy.
 
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MG_39

Physically ill suffering couch potato
Jul 5, 2019
221
Hey OP. There is a mega thread that SN cannot be experimented . Stop doing experiments if u still not ready to ctb. Its extremely toxic ,maybe morw toxic then N.
N is not toxic, short acting barbiturates was a very common medicine back in the days. And IV versions in vials are not toxic, it's barbiturates dissolved in propylene glycol and alcohol. And propylene glycol in lower dose is not directly toxic (Ethylene glycol is toxic though but it's not in Nembutal)
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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I personally took 2 teaspoon to tried and regret after my face turn bluish and send to the psy ward . Just 2 teaspoon, do n9t umderstimate the t9xic level of SN.
Did you call for help or someone noticed? Did this happen before you joined the website? Because it shows you have been active pretty much everyday since you've joined. Just curious. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/reminder-be-careful-when-handling-sn.84899/#post-1517963
 
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HubbaHubba

Student
Mar 20, 2022
148
I heard Orajel which have benzocaine can numb your tongue. Maybe try that?
 
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Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,381
Here a member put it in gelatin capsules and never came back. I think he is FunkyGibbon
 
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eremito

Student
Sep 18, 2019
119
is it possible to swallow the SN and keep it inside without prescription antiemetics? I don't have access to this type of strong drugs. The taste is one thing, I believe. But the organism may spontaneously react by throwing out later on. What OTC drugs can be used to minimize the risk of vomiting.
 

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