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Would it be sufficient for me, as a 140 lb. person, to have three vials of 100ml/water, 15 mgSN on hand, taken 30 minutes after a bunch of benzos and Tagamet? 3 vials, because the chance of throwing up is so high? I know no one could say Yes or No for sure, but what are your thoughts?
 
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Its easier to get down 50ml of water.
why 15 and not 20g as stated in pph?
the chances of taking in additional SN after vomiting are low.
Can you get Meto at the pet store and try it first to make sure you don't have any adverse reactions? It's worth trying if your concern is vomiting?
The regimens are in the guide. Whatever you tweak is your preference as you know your body best.
I understand you're dying and in pain, i am too, but it seems your SI is on high alert and you really don't want to ctb. Any chance of waiting it out and managing the pain?
 
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Its easier to get down 50ml of water.
why 15 and not 20g as stated in pph?
the chances of taking in additional SN after vomiting are low.
Can you get Meto at the pet store and try it first to make sure you don't have any adverse reactions? It's worth trying if your concern is vomiting?
The regimens are in the guide. Whatever you tweak is your preference as you know your body best.
I understand you're dying and in pain, i am too, but it seems your SI is on high alert and you really don't want to ctb. Any chance of waiting it out and managing the pain?
I have Meto. I'm not sure it works for that. My SI? Please explain? I know there's lingo on these boards-I'm not hip. Good advice, 20g, 50 ml. Why are the chances of taking in additional SN after vomiting low? That would mean once I vomit, I'm a failure. Why do you say that? On what evidence? Which would suck. I very much wanna die. If Dr. Kevorkian walked in the door, I would give him every penny I have and hug him to my breast. I do want to ctb. I DON'T want to fail.
I have Meto. I'm not sure it works for that. My SI? Please explain? I know there's lingo on these boards-I'm not hip. Good advice, 20g, 50 ml. Why are the chances of taking in additional SN after vomiting low? That would mean once I vomit, I'm a failure. Why do you say that? On what evidence? Which would suck. I very much wanna die. If Dr. Kevorkian walked in the door, I would give him every penny I have and hug him to my breast. I do want to ctb. I DON'T want to fail.
How much pain and what's your prognosis? As in, time left till it will do it for you? Mine is vague. 2 wks, 2 months, 2 years.
 
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I have Meto. I'm not sure it works for that.
Meto helps stop you from vomiting so it can help you not vomit the SN. You really need to read the SN resource and FAQ.
Resource page. Click the words resource page
. My SI? Please explain?
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Good advice, 20g, 50 ml. Why are the chances of taking in additional SN after vomiting low? That would mean once I vomit, I'm a failure. Why do you say that? On what evidence?
Not at all a failure unless you vomit immediately and nothing is absorbed. many who have vomited still ctbd successfully. . But some have said that once you vomit the ability to take in more of the fluid is difficult bcuz you're throwing up and the taste can make it difficult to get more down.


How much pain and what's your prognosis? As in, time left till it will do it for you? Mine is vague. 2 wks, 2 months, 2 years.
I'm in misery. And also unknown.. could suffer 3 more years potentially but I can't take much more. Woke up today unable to use my hands the pain was too much just bending fingers. Then couldn't hold a spoon to feed myself. I do not want to be invalid in diapers.
 
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Meto helps stop you from vomiting so it can help you not vomit the SN. You really need to read the SN resource and FAQ.
Resource page. Click the words resource page

Survival instinct



Not at all a failure unless you vomit immediately and nothing is absorbed. many who have vomited still ctbd successfully. . But some have said that once you vomit the ability to take in more of the fluid is difficult bcuz you're throwing up and the taste can make it difficult to get more down.



I'm in misery. And also unknown.. could suffer 3 more years potentially but I can't take much more. Woke up today unable to use my hands the pain was too much just bending fingers. Then couldn't hold a spoon to feed myself. I do not want to be invalid in diapers.
I'd like to PM with you, if you're interested. I have no idea how to do it. Thanks for the info re just getting some of the crap down. Where do you live? Having a partner would help. Like those three Chinese kids, even though one chickened out. I take or took Meto for one of my ailments. "Reglan". As far as I can tell, it does nothing, except give you cardiac problems, which hardly concern me at this point. I can find the FAQ. The SN "resource", not sure what that is or where.
I'd like to PM with you, if you're interested. I have no idea how to do it. Thanks for the info re just getting some of the crap down. Where do you live? Having a partner would help. Like those three Chinese kids, even though one chickened out. I take or took Meto for one of my ailments. "Reglan". As far as I can tell, it does nothing, except give you cardiac problems, which hardly concern me at this point. I can find the FAQ. The SN "resource", not sure what that is or where.
If you mean "Stan's guide", yeah, I read that repeatedly. I read all these "guides" by people who obviously haven't succeeded, but seem to know everything. If they were at the bedside of someone who HAD succeeded, different story. I have the sense they're intelligent, but ultimately pissing in the wind.
 
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I'd like to PM with you, if you're interested. I have no idea how to do it.
You don't have pm privilege yet. It's 24 hours as active member and 5 messages. You have a few more hours.
I take or took Meto for one of my ailments. "Reglan". As far as I can tell, it does nothing, except give you cardiac problems, which hardly concern me at this point. I can find the FAQ. The SN "resource", not sure what that is or where.

If Meto caused issues for you then you won't take it during this process. Its not a necessity .
The resource page is here; Just click the words resource page below in grey
Resource page



Where do you live? Having a partner would help. .
Im in the US. We can pm in a few hours. My issue is I have severe gastric issues so SN will be presumably very painful for me.. so I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
 
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