SN preparation check.

[Pikashuu83]

Wow

Within a day I was able to aquire SN and Meto, they were literally OTC where I live.
In a healthier mindset, I'd say that's scary how tools of death are so easy to get, right now, I am just glad I didn't need to go into shady business

Now comes the harder part. Planning it out.

I have a number of things to take care of.
Deciding the place of the final act.
Letters, 4 of them to be exact.
My life savings, I want someone special to have it.
Some belongings I need to get to rightful owners.

A little more time with some people.



Guys, I just may have 2 months to live.. idk how to feel, I don't feel fear, calm, nothing.. I am just, accepting it for what it is.

All I feel like is talking, and I feel like the moment I stop speaking, I'll be fully ready to CTB

 

[lymbo]

they were literally OTC where I live. ??? where ls that?

 

[Qbert]

literally

Is that an "i"?

 

[Time]

I can identify with the feelings of acceptance.

Whatever & whenever you choose to do, we're here to support & talk with you. ❤

 

[Pikashuu83]

I can identify with the feelings of acceptance.

Whatever & whenever you choose to do, we're here to support & talk with you. ❤

I wish to do so, but I am so messed, penning down my thoughts have become a strain, a bad wound ripped open, yet I know I won't get peace till I talk it out

 

[Time]

I wish to do so, but I am so messed, penning down my thoughts have become a strain, a bad wound ripped open, yet I know I won't get peace till I talk it out

I'm so sorry that you're going through this. But if you're comfortable enough, feel free to vent to us, either here or in PM. Or if you have someone irl you can talk to.

Either way, we're here.

 

[Qbert]

Is that an "i"?

To be fair it was a cut and paste..

 

[Pikashuu83]

I'm so sorry that you're going through this. But if you're comfortable enough, feel free to vent to us, either here or in PM. Or if you have someone irl you can talk to.

Either way, we're here.

I'll try to.. I still am taking slow with my decisions. Thanks

 

[lymbo]

To be fair it was a cut and paste..

yes

 

[Stan]

You might find yourself in a limbo state. Not quite alive and certainly not dead. On the whole it is ok but some days can be rough.