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can'tdoitanymore
Student
- Oct 31, 2019
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I apologize in advance for potentially posting a lot about SN but it seems like the perfect solution for me but i do not want to mess it up so may have a lot of questions. I'm trying to board search as much as i can before posting. I've had many failed attempts and cannot mess up again. For now i have two questions though.
Do you think taking SN is possible in a shared house? I have two options. First is to wait till everyone is out one evening (which rarely happens) and take it with the chance i am checked on a when they return a few hours later. Is this enough time to CTB?
Second is to take it in the middle of the night (about midnight) but risk if I throw up it will wake someone. I will take anti-emetics but have a weak stomach and still think i may throw up. I wouldn't be checked on till about 10-11 in the morning so would have longer than the first option at least. Which option do you think is better?
The only other option is getting a hotel room but i have no idea how I could do that without raising suspicion and also have agoraphobia which makes it even harder.
Also I normally leave my door cracked open so my dog can sleep with me but so he can leave if he wants. He will cry to be let out when he hears anyone else up in the morning or middle of the night so I just leave the door open enough for him to get out and come back in. If i threw up whilst unconscious and he licked or ate the vomit (I don't think he would but can't be certain, he hasn't done this before when i have vomited from ODing on medications but if SN is salty maybe he would) (also please don't judge me I never thought it was a risk before because i didn't realize i would throw up) is it possible he could get sick or die? If i close my door he will cry outside to be let in and bring more attention even if i tell my family i don't want him in my room that night (maybe say i don't feel well and need a good night sleep without him coming in and out). Someone will come and get him to stop him crying outside my room so they may hear me vomiting or having a seizure. It would draw less attention if he can come and go as he wants like normal but of course I absolutely do not want to harm my dog.
Do you think taking SN is possible in a shared house? I have two options. First is to wait till everyone is out one evening (which rarely happens) and take it with the chance i am checked on a when they return a few hours later. Is this enough time to CTB?
Second is to take it in the middle of the night (about midnight) but risk if I throw up it will wake someone. I will take anti-emetics but have a weak stomach and still think i may throw up. I wouldn't be checked on till about 10-11 in the morning so would have longer than the first option at least. Which option do you think is better?
The only other option is getting a hotel room but i have no idea how I could do that without raising suspicion and also have agoraphobia which makes it even harder.
Also I normally leave my door cracked open so my dog can sleep with me but so he can leave if he wants. He will cry to be let out when he hears anyone else up in the morning or middle of the night so I just leave the door open enough for him to get out and come back in. If i threw up whilst unconscious and he licked or ate the vomit (I don't think he would but can't be certain, he hasn't done this before when i have vomited from ODing on medications but if SN is salty maybe he would) (also please don't judge me I never thought it was a risk before because i didn't realize i would throw up) is it possible he could get sick or die? If i close my door he will cry outside to be let in and bring more attention even if i tell my family i don't want him in my room that night (maybe say i don't feel well and need a good night sleep without him coming in and out). Someone will come and get him to stop him crying outside my room so they may hear me vomiting or having a seizure. It would draw less attention if he can come and go as he wants like normal but of course I absolutely do not want to harm my dog.
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