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shadow_sunset

shadow_sunset

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Jul 2, 2024
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Hey guys, please Keep keep reading. So ive never attempted before and i felt the need to mention that because there is A LOT i have to lose if this goes wrong hence why ive never attempted before.

i have mad anxiety over everything so i tend to think of every detail and i know if this goes wrong life will get 1000x times worse so please help. I read of a user who attempted with Sn recently but failed i think she was found or SI something like that and she labeled it a 2/10 in pain which moves it to the top of my list regarding methods

and as opposed to other times in my life. I am going to do this ive decided and now its a matter of when.

My question is not where you guys get Sn (although wouldn't hate a pointer) a while ago when i first discovered sanctioned i knew id have to look around for it to find the source with the help of the clues but i was not ready then, i am now.

i will do my deep dive to find a reliable source but for now i need to know where you guys get the rest like the benzos i think and the anti nausea one i know most are prescribed so how would i do that? what do i say in the doctors if needed to do that? and also my plan is to do it in my car, windows covered jamming out, i can only do this with music and id like to go out that way instead of at home since i really cant be discovered.

is that a bad idea? is the car just a definite no? ive never heard of anyone doing it with Sn in a car so ive always wondered, how would you make it better? any tips? please tell me anything you guys have learned from experience or anything that can possibly help my odds, Thank You So much youd be doing me such a great favor and id love you forever.
 
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My plan is to use SN too. Unfortunately my source was taken down (as are so many others these days), but I think my meto and propranolol source is still up. Apparently some people had issues with it, but mine was fine beyond taking a long time to ship and needing to bug them about it.

It's always going to be a gamble with being found. There is no way to truly guarantee that you won't be. I think car is a good plan, that was my original idea to drive down to a local lake at like 3am and do it secluded somewhere near the shore. I will say be very careful about location. If you're outside and jamming to music, there's a pretty decent chance a cop will come and tell you to turn it off. You might be able to get away with a random parking lot or even side street, but still be careful about that because a lot of areas will try to ticket you for sleeping in your car. It's possible to maybe use headphones and sleep on the floor of your car covered in blankets so they have a hard time telling if someone is there. But be aware of the policies in your area and how likely you are to get busted for this. You could even do a test run and sleep somewhere to see if a cop does come to ticket you. But that doesn't mean they won't try to later. Anyway, I'm wishing you the best of luck. I know how nerve wracking it is to not want to fail.
 
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