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Drowning fish
I want to die
- Sep 9, 2020
- 76
So before stumbling on this site I was big into the charcoal method as every media coverage of it made it sound so easy and peaceful. I have to admit the copycat factor made me really want to go this way as a lot of people I admired ctb this way.
However, if I fail my body will be fcked up. Also I can't get access to a small secluded area easily nor stock the material without my family questioning me. Also I don't want to accidentally poison my pets, they're like my children since doing it home looks like my only option.
Then I discovered SN here. Unlike charcoal, it sounds much more painful but in case of being saved, I risk no damage. However, I have a very weak intestine and suffer stomach pain almost daily, which makes me wonder if I'll suffer a lot from ingesting SN. Also the preparation thing is kinda nerve wracking. But I don't need to go too far or find a specific room to do it, just the right time.
So now what is your personal opinion on both methods? I know SN is popular here but why more than charcoal?
However, if I fail my body will be fcked up. Also I can't get access to a small secluded area easily nor stock the material without my family questioning me. Also I don't want to accidentally poison my pets, they're like my children since doing it home looks like my only option.
Then I discovered SN here. Unlike charcoal, it sounds much more painful but in case of being saved, I risk no damage. However, I have a very weak intestine and suffer stomach pain almost daily, which makes me wonder if I'll suffer a lot from ingesting SN. Also the preparation thing is kinda nerve wracking. But I don't need to go too far or find a specific room to do it, just the right time.
So now what is your personal opinion on both methods? I know SN is popular here but why more than charcoal?