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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
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First of all I really sorry if this has been asked, but if all you can get is the sn that should still work right? I'll be able to get the acid reducers with no problem but the prescription only stuff I might not be able to get. I know I'll be slightly more uncomfortable probably but my determination on succeeding will be stronger. As long as I fast long enough then I'm hoping I'll have the lethal dose absorbed before I vomit plus I'll have the back up glass. Again I'm so sorry if this is repeat information.
 
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whatev3r

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Oct 24, 2021
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First of all I really sorry if this has been asked, but if all you can get is the sn that should still work right? I'll be able to get the acid reducers with no problem but the prescription only stuff I might not be able to get. I know I'll be slightly more uncomfortable probably but my determination on succeeding will be stronger. As long as I fast long enough then I'm hoping I'll have the lethal dose absorbed before I vomit plus I'll have the back up glass. Again I'm so sorry if this is repeat information.
no worries, ur good. yea all u really need is the sn, the other stuff is to make it a bit of a smoother journey i believe
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
no worries, ur good. yea all u really need is the sn, the other stuff is to make it a bit of a smoother journey i believe
Good. Is it weird that I'm getting excited to do this?
 
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whatev3r

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Oct 24, 2021
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Good. Is it weird that I'm getting excited to do this?
dude im also excited honestly. make sure to fast before and have a second cup ready in case you vomit :) when are you leaving?
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I'm still waiting for the sn to arrive. I'm hoping I'll have it this week. I was trying to wait until after the holidays but I don't if I can wait that long. Work makes my anxiety horrible and I'm just exited and anxious to just pull the plug. It just sucks I'll be alone. When are you doing yours?
 
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whatev3r

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Oct 24, 2021
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yea id most likely do it much sooner if i could, but im aiming for january 2022 after i say goodbye to mom and the flights open up. cant get sn in my country so i gotta take a lil vacation before i go
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I have to get things ready for my husband so he can move with my bills without me. Plus I'm trying to figure out where I want to do it
 
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whatev3r

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Oct 24, 2021
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I have to get things ready for my husband so he can move with my bills without me. Plus I'm trying to figure out where I want to do it
yea, i was thinking a hotel or the woods with a blanket lmao. what are your options?
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I was thinking a hotel. I'll just feel bad for the people that find my body. I was thinking of leaving cash behind to help with the bill to clean the room. I'm that's not cheap after someone dies in it. I could do it at home but it would destroy my husband to see my like that so I can't do it there. At least he can mentally prepare when he goes to identify my body if he knows after the police notify him.
I'm booking two nights to ensure I have lots of time alone. I wish I had someone with me but sadly that's not realistic so I'll just have to deal with being alone
 
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