SN on it's own

[Unrequitedlife]

How distressing is your passing likely to be with just SN and nothing else? I had hoped for a simple and peaceful exit, but i cannot source the supplementary drugs to follow the protocol. My doctor would not prescribe me Propanolol because i am asthmatic. I may be able to get the Meto though

 

[starboy2k]

SN by itself can kill you if you ingest enough of it. When I get my hands on it, Im planning to drink 2 cups of 25g of SN just in case I barf up the first cup, because I know even after vomiting that second cup will finish the job.

 

[Unrequitedlife]

SN by itself can kill you if you ingest enough of it. When I get my hands on it, Im planning to drink 2 cups of 25g of SN just in case I barf up the first cup, because I know even after vomiting that second cup will finish the job.

Yes it will be lethal by itself but it is my preffered method on the basis it can be tailored to provide a peaceful exit. i am concerened that on its own it will be distressing and therefor render the trouble i took to obtain it pointless, in the sense i could have simply opted for hanging for example

 

[returner]

How distressing is your passing likely to be with just SN and nothing else? I had hoped for a simple and peaceful exit, but i cannot source the supplementary drugs to follow the protocol.

I'd be interested to know this too, everything from the protocol seems just as hard to get a hold of as the SN itself.

 

[Unrequitedlife]

I'd be interested to know this too, everything from the protocol seems just as hard to get a hold of as the SN itself.

Exactly, i had a period of frustration in sourcing my SN, once i had successfully done so and turned my attention to the other components i have been met with nothing but dead ends

 

[failedmind]

I'll most likely have to take my SN alone or only with ibuprofen. I don't think I could get benzos or anything else needed. It's a scary thought because I want it to be as peaceful as possible but I've kind of accepted it probably wont be. :/

 

[Unrequitedlife]

I'll most likely have to take my SN alone or only with ibuprofen. I don't think I could get benzos or anything else needed. It's a scary thought because I want it to be as peaceful as possible but I've kind of accepted it probably wont be. :/

I feel the same, its disappointing to me, as i went through a lot of frustration focused on getting my SN on the basis it would be as peaceful as one could realistically hope it to be. Only to find these other components just as hard to get, leaving just another method where my final moments will likely be spent in distress. had i considered this i would not have worked so hard to come by my SN. that being said i have it and from what i can see it seems if nothing else, very reliable

 

[Sinful]

Meto shouldn't be exceptionally difficult to get without having to resort to third party. Altho this could vary a bit, depending on the country and one's medical history.

SN on its own would probably feel like mild to moderate food poisoning/stomach bug so it would require decent amount of willpower to power thru it and drink the backup shot. Then again there's a risk of throwing up even with AE so that's that.

 

[failedmind]

I feel the same, its disappointing to me, as i went through a lot of frustration focused on getting my SN on the basis it would be as peaceful as one could realistically hope it to be. Only to find these other components just as hard to get, leaving just another method where my final moments will likely be spent in distress. had i considered this i would not have worked so hard to come by my SN. that being said i have it and from what i can see it seems if nothing else, very reliable

I understand completely. I also have a huge fear of throwing up (emetophobia) so I know it'll be even more uncomfortable which really sucks. But I feel theres no other way. I'm scared of hanging and I'm scared of using a gun bc of fear of messing up. Im sorry its so difficult.

 

[NellyGoes]

SN by itself can kill you if you ingest enough of it. When I get my hands on it, Im planning to drink 2 cups of 25g of SN just in case I barf up the first cup, because I know even after vomiting that second cup will finish the job.

If you look at the posts of ppl doing SN most cannot drink the 2. Glass bc the nausea is already too bad and most throw up even with antiemetics.

I'll most likely have to take my SN alone or only with ibuprofen. I don't think I could get benzos or anything else needed. It's a scary thought because I want it to be as peaceful as possible but I've kind of accepted it probably wont be. :/

Don't take ibu if you fast/on empty stomach, it'll make you throwing up more likely.

 

[starboy2k]

If you look at the posts of ppl doing SN most cannot drink the 2. Glass bc the nausea is already too bad and most throw up even with antiemetics.

Don't take ibu if you fast/on empty stomach, it'll make you throwing up more likely.

I mean me personally Ive dealt with nausea before and it wasn't that scary to me, so I know I will be able to power through and down that second cup if it means me dying. I dont care about pain from SN, nausea, or vomitting since I know "pain" no matter how much or little is non avoidable through some methods. Me dying is the end goal.