HorribleFeelings1

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Its a hard knock life
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Ordered SN, super excited, comes in next week :smiling: now I have to plan my regimen and plan what to do for my final hours. I have Tylenol and Antacid but unfortunately I can't get meto. I have a number of reasons, one being the fact that since. I turned 18 last year and so Ive never been to the doctors alone. My parents say that it's best to take me for the first time so they can teach me what I need and what I need to do (also they question me where I go and 80% of the time they ask to go) And since I'm going to the doctors to get meds, I can't just randomly say "hey I'm feeling nauseous, can we go to the doctors" without my mom giving me medication at home and her questioning me.i can go alone and lie where I'm going but it's a high chance they ask to come with so I can't risk anything.

so my plan is to get Chlorpromazine and I'm asking...is Chlorpromazine good enough? It seems promising since it is a Antipsychotic so it helps with mental illness, behavioral disorders, tetanus, blood disorders such as porphyria, and severe nausea and vomiting. My family knows about my past Trauma and depression and I can still say I am still mentally unstable. If it is as promising as meto and can help a lot with "severe vomiting" then i can try to get a prescription from the doctors but I don't know if they will give if you ask, I feel like they give whatever they think it's best.

if I can't get meds then SN without meto, is it worth it or not? Any other way to prevent vomiting? The reason I'm asking because there are successful attempts with and without meto. Attempts where people throw up and die, but also people throw up and live. It's so unpredictable and I would like to know your guy's opinions on it. Any tips would be very helpful as well.

for SN, I am going for the stat dose. My plan is simple. I'm going to try not to eat anything or barely eat anything the day before I drink SN.Sleeping counts as fasting (from what I researched) so when I wake up, I'll try to fast even more for like 2 hours or more JUST to be sure (no drinking or eating) Then my regimen is pretty simple

1 hour before drinking SN600mg of ibuprofen
45 minutes before drinking SN (if I get any dopamine blocker)10 X 3mg (of whatever dopamine blocker, unless you have to take specific doses for that specific dopamine blocker and not 30mg)
30 minutes before drinking SNdouble dose of my antacid.

then my SN drink. Thank you SO much for reading. I might edit this if I left out any other questions.If you can, it would be nice to have your guys answers and opinions on what I've asked.❤
 
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Delia

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Unfortunately I have no idea whether chlorpromazine is a viable solution, from what I read it seems to be a D2 dopamine blocker... @Funkygibbon seems to have succeeded with this antiemetic.

Antother proposition if you're still searching for other antiemetics, I know two peeps who ctb'd with OTC meto, but not metoproclamide, it's a dopamine antagonist as well. Name's metopimazine. So try to look for that in case you're doubting, it's rather cheap, I have it at home but since I got primperan i'm not gonna use it.
Having made a CTB attempt on a toxic substance without meto was not pleasant, not painful ay but just. Not cool.
Plus, especially since you're doing a stat dose, risks of throwing up may be higher than with a 48h regimen.

Besides Antiemetics i highly doubt you can find another way to prevent vomiting because it's simply a way for your body to get rid of the highly toxic substance you're gonna swallow lol

I suppose the 600mg is hinted to be ibuprofen right?
Anyways, good luck, hopefully you don't resort to having to use that anyways
 
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especially since you're doing a stat dose, risks of throwing up may be higher than with a 48h regimen.
I really want to do 48h but the problem is that my mom especially, unfortunately cares about me enough to make me food and make sure I eat. She treats me as a child and it's sad enough to know I'm going to leave her. Anyone in the case would love to have their parents care for them and treat them with love and support. However I can make up a big lie so I wouldn't have to eat anything she makes, like I can go out with friends all day and say I've eaten. I tricked her to order me a scalpel and SN so I can trick her again. So I'm going to try to see if I can make a 48h plan so I won't have to eat or drink. If not then I'll go to stat dose. And yes I meant ibuprofen (:
 
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I really want to do 48h but the problem is that my mom especially, unfortunately cares about me enough to make me food and make sure I eat. She treats me as a child and it's sad enough to know I'm going to leave her. Anyone in the case would love to have their parents care for them and treat them with love and support. However I can make up a big lie so I wouldn't have to eat anything she makes, like I can go out with friends all day and say I've eaten. I tricked her to order me a scalpel and SN so I can trick her again. So I'm going to try to see if I can make a 48h plan so I won't have to eat or drink. If not then I'll go to stat dose. And yes I meant ibuprofen

You know, the 48h regimen is just based around your antiemetic and not the fact that you are fasting for two days. The concept is just that you swallow one pill of metoproclamide or any antiemetic you have every eight hours during 48h then start fasting 8 to 4 hours (4 hours is not recommended) before you actually take your SN. You won't just stop eating for two days haha.
 
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You know, the 48h regimen is just based around your antiemetic and not the fact that you are fasting for two days. The concept is just that you swallow one pill of metoproclamide or any antiemetic you have every eight hours during 48h then start fasting 8 to 4 hours (4 hours is not recommended) before you actually take your SN. You won't just stop eating for two days haha.
Oh yeah I forgot :pfff: disregard that lol
 
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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I really want to do 48h but the problem is that my mom especially, unfortunately cares about me enough to make me food and make sure I eat. She treats me as a child and it's sad enough to know I'm going to leave her. Anyone in the case would love to have their parents care for them and treat them with love and support. However I can make up a big lie so I wouldn't have to eat anything she makes, like I can go out with friends all day and say I've eaten. I tricked her to order me a scalpel and SN so I can trick her again. So I'm going to try to see if I can make a 48h plan so I won't have to eat or drink. If not then I'll go to stat dose. And yes I meant ibuprofen (:

Do you have any money? I mean, if you do intend on ctb then don't think about getting in trouble or something.. you could just leave at night and get a cheap motel at night?
I know it's easier said than done with restrictive parents.
Fyi I'm also saddened that you're so young. I wish I could tell you to give yourself more time to at least try, but it isn't my place. Message me if you need anything or bounce off some ideas. Sending love and the goodest of vibes, lovey. :heart:
 
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Do you have any money? I mean, if you do intend on ctb then don't think about getting in trouble or something.. you could just leave at night and get a cheap motel at night?
I know it's easier said than done with restrictive parents.
Fyi I'm also saddened that you're so young. I wish I could tell you to give yourself more time to at least try, but it isn't my place. Message me if you need anything or bounce off some ideas. Sending love and the goodest of vibes, lovey. :heart:
The money is tight right now, well my money at least. I need to save up and sneaking to a motel is a whole different plan I need to make. But I didn't really think about a cheap motel, thanks!
 
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