BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
70
Thank, fucking, God.

250 grams have been ordered. Here's to hoping it doesn't get intercepted by UK customs? The delivery said 11-14 days, which suddenly seems such a long time considering I have tried so many fucking times to end it all.

This is the only way I know that is just 100% fatal. You mix that drink and get it down you and thats it, no going back, we're outta here.

I'll keep posting as long as I can.
 
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BlockedintheUK

Member
Dec 20, 2025
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Is not 1oo% if you're found right or panic and call for help? you need tranquilisers too?
 
BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
70
Is not 1oo% if you're found right or panic and call for help? you need tranquilisers too?
Already taken care of, i'm prescribed mirtazipine which, when taken, takes you out completely. Benzodiazepines will work too. There isn't much panicking to do, really. Once taken, you're gone within an hour or so and I doubt I will be able to move very far.

The SN is 98% purity and there is enough to kill me here plenty of times.

This supplier is in NL, my concern right now is if this package will be intercepted by UK customs. I'm already known to the NHS for this shit so if they find out I'm getting a police car ride.
 
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Reishi

Reishi

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,866
oh hey you,

fingers crossed for me this time, hopefully this goes better than the last lmao
Check your pms lol... yeah although I do think last time would've worked if the circumstances were better...
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,616
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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