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OmnipresentSoul

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May 29, 2020
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I'm going through unbearable times. Feel too Ill to look through the Stan's guide. What is it like dying from SN. ? I've found an SN product. Could somebody pm me the links to buy the other products I need, to help with the process? And there's another thing I heard of called N. If this is easier please pm or guide me to the place to get N and explain what N is. Thanks
 
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autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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I'm going through unbearable times. Feel too Ill to look through the Stan's guide. What is it like dying from SN. ? I've found an SN product. Could somebody pm me the links to buy the other products I need, to help with the process? And there's another thing I heard of called N. If this is easier please pm or guide me to the place to get N and explain what N is. Thanks

I understand that you are doing it tough, but you will probably need to pull things together enough to have a look at the resources yourself. The PPH and Stan's Guide are both written clearly and concisely enough for anyone to follow, regardless of emotional state. You may in fact feel more empowered once you discover you can use these resources yourself rather than being spoon-fed everything by other members.

Perhaps if things are truly so bad at this point that you can't even read information, you may need to focus on rest and recovery for now, at least until things improve to the point of being able to properly handle an attempt.

Additionally, you have the unfortunate distinction of being a brand-new member who is suddenly asking others to do absolutely everything to assist them with suicide. This can arouse suspicion that you are an anti-suicide activist who is trying to discredit the forum. However this is only a secondary consideration to the main one.
 
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@OmnipresentSoul. N is Nembutal
Search for the threads "N from A" and "N from C".

what it's like to die from SN is going to be individual to each person. It's pretty Well explained what to expect in the guides.
If you have any G.I. issues it could be a little rougher than normal
 
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