I will post what I had learned about SN here. Whether you believe it or not. It doesnt matter to me. I am not asking you to. We are strangers. I do this out of my obligation and duty to this place. Nothing more nothing less.
Meto is a prokinetic and anti emetic drug. It will stay in your body for at least 4 days. We excrete around 28% each day. It can cause eps and due to its cumulative nature, the longer you use it higher the likelihood of triggering eps. Whereas dystonia and akathisia can occur after a single dose. So be wary of that and test your drugs beforehand.
Cimetidine is an acid reducer. Raising the ph of your gastric. Ph < 5 is not ideal for SN absorption. So cime is a must. Cime will only raise your ph to > 7 two hours after consumption in regular 200mg dose. It might be faster in higher dose. But I don't know for sure. Also dont take antacid with cime. It disrupt cime absorption. Just take cime is enough.
Cime absorption will be affected if taken alongside prokinetic drug because it empty the stomach. While meto absorption will be affected if taken along side acid reducer because of reduce acidity. How much and how fast they affect each other I cannot find the precise info.
As for SN its absorption are affected by myriad of variables. From ph level. Enzymes. Vit C. To bacterias in our GI tract. Do your own research if you want to know more. Its long and I dont feel like elaborating it here.
SN will usually cake if made in China. Due to them not using anti caking agent. Wont usually cake if made in western countries. Due to anti caking agent. The only difference is their look. If you have anti caking agent in your SN the water will appear cloudy.
Normal stomach will be 90% empty after 4 hours. Dont take any food or beverages other than plain water before using SN since it will lower your ph level in your gastric.
Again you dont have to believe me. You can look it up yourself.
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Monologue :
Today is sickeningly bright and time passes by slower than usual. I am grateful for that. Only when youre about to lose something. Only then you will realize there were never enough time. I want to call them and tell them how I really feel. But that's impossible. The truth will hurt them far worse than my death. How it all started. What happened. I cant even tell anyone that its not their fault. This is how it should be. I did all I could to reduce their pain. But it will never be enough. Yet I am also glad that I no longer have to deal or tolerate anyone anymore. I am so sick of them all. Finally their incessant lies will end. At least for me.
Its causality. It cannot be change. People just.. living out the only way they knew how. Past and all it's facets shaped their future. They all merely fulfilling their roles in this world. I cannot blame anyone. All these anger and sorrow is meaningless. But I just cannot accept it as is. Are all those suffering necessary? Must they suffer in vain? Their voices unheard? Their misery forgotten by all? Bearing the sins that weren't theirs and doomed to continue it. In order for someone to win. Another must lose. In order for our desire to come true. Someone else must bear the consequences. To live is to condemn others. In then end we all pay. The worth of life. The worthlessness of life. What is all this? Only death can answer me.
I know my own sins. I remember it. The pain I caused. The consequences of it all. I wont forgive myself. I dont need it either. For desire are the root of our pain. Who is to blame but myself? After all its by my own choice I continue this life. So I must bear and accept the consequences that comes with it. Despite that. I finally have everything I ever wanted. But the cost of it make me wish I had died back then.
This world is beautiful despite it's flaws. To love. To experience. To find one's worth and reason to exist. Is nothing short of a miracle. To have any sort of certainty in this world and are able to hold onto it. Albeit a self deluding one. Is still a miracle nonetheless. I really dont want to die. I am scared. Scared out of my mind the closer its to the time. Feels like my body is trying to convince me not to. But we knew that I have to die. I cannot go back and live as I had before either. I no longer have anything I truly want or care about anymore. I am not that person anymore. Continuing living serve no purpose other than prolonging this pointless existence and repetitive madness. I wont delude myself or step on anyone else just to see another day.
I have been dragging this on for too long already. I wonder if he is laughing at me seeing me like this. Hahaha. So much I wish to say. So much I wish to tell. Yet bound by duty I must keep my silent. Bound by knowledge I must keep my distance. My truth. My desire. Here they cease to be. Either way its time. I am not letting all these wishes granted to me be in vain. This is my answer to life. This is how it must be.
Why I am saying all this? Well its for myself. For my resolve and as the proof that I existed.
And so it end, my midsummer night's dreams.
Meto is a prokinetic and anti emetic drug. It will stay in your body for at least 4 days. We excrete around 28% each day. It can cause eps and due to its cumulative nature, the longer you use it higher the likelihood of triggering eps. Whereas dystonia and akathisia can occur after a single dose. So be wary of that and test your drugs beforehand.
Cimetidine is an acid reducer. Raising the ph of your gastric. Ph < 5 is not ideal for SN absorption. So cime is a must. Cime will only raise your ph to > 7 two hours after consumption in regular 200mg dose. It might be faster in higher dose. But I don't know for sure. Also dont take antacid with cime. It disrupt cime absorption. Just take cime is enough.
Cime absorption will be affected if taken alongside prokinetic drug because it empty the stomach. While meto absorption will be affected if taken along side acid reducer because of reduce acidity. How much and how fast they affect each other I cannot find the precise info.
As for SN its absorption are affected by myriad of variables. From ph level. Enzymes. Vit C. To bacterias in our GI tract. Do your own research if you want to know more. Its long and I dont feel like elaborating it here.
SN will usually cake if made in China. Due to them not using anti caking agent. Wont usually cake if made in western countries. Due to anti caking agent. The only difference is their look. If you have anti caking agent in your SN the water will appear cloudy.
Normal stomach will be 90% empty after 4 hours. Dont take any food or beverages other than plain water before using SN since it will lower your ph level in your gastric.
Again you dont have to believe me. You can look it up yourself.
_______________________________________
Monologue :
Today is sickeningly bright and time passes by slower than usual. I am grateful for that. Only when youre about to lose something. Only then you will realize there were never enough time. I want to call them and tell them how I really feel. But that's impossible. The truth will hurt them far worse than my death. How it all started. What happened. I cant even tell anyone that its not their fault. This is how it should be. I did all I could to reduce their pain. But it will never be enough. Yet I am also glad that I no longer have to deal or tolerate anyone anymore. I am so sick of them all. Finally their incessant lies will end. At least for me.
Its causality. It cannot be change. People just.. living out the only way they knew how. Past and all it's facets shaped their future. They all merely fulfilling their roles in this world. I cannot blame anyone. All these anger and sorrow is meaningless. But I just cannot accept it as is. Are all those suffering necessary? Must they suffer in vain? Their voices unheard? Their misery forgotten by all? Bearing the sins that weren't theirs and doomed to continue it. In order for someone to win. Another must lose. In order for our desire to come true. Someone else must bear the consequences. To live is to condemn others. In then end we all pay. The worth of life. The worthlessness of life. What is all this? Only death can answer me.
I know my own sins. I remember it. The pain I caused. The consequences of it all. I wont forgive myself. I dont need it either. For desire are the root of our pain. Who is to blame but myself? After all its by my own choice I continue this life. So I must bear and accept the consequences that comes with it. Despite that. I finally have everything I ever wanted. But the cost of it make me wish I had died back then.
This world is beautiful despite it's flaws. To love. To experience. To find one's worth and reason to exist. Is nothing short of a miracle. To have any sort of certainty in this world and are able to hold onto it. Albeit a self deluding one. Is still a miracle nonetheless. I really dont want to die. I am scared. Scared out of my mind the closer its to the time. Feels like my body is trying to convince me not to. But we knew that I have to die. I cannot go back and live as I had before either. I no longer have anything I truly want or care about anymore. I am not that person anymore. Continuing living serve no purpose other than prolonging this pointless existence and repetitive madness. I wont delude myself or step on anyone else just to see another day.
I have been dragging this on for too long already. I wonder if he is laughing at me seeing me like this. Hahaha. So much I wish to say. So much I wish to tell. Yet bound by duty I must keep my silent. Bound by knowledge I must keep my distance. My truth. My desire. Here they cease to be. Either way its time. I am not letting all these wishes granted to me be in vain. This is my answer to life. This is how it must be.
Why I am saying all this? Well its for myself. For my resolve and as the proof that I existed.
And so it end, my midsummer night's dreams.
