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EndofEternity

EndofEternity

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Mar 19, 2022
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I finally got it. God, this feels so... surreal. I finally have a way out. I just have to get everything else in order, and then I can finally end my suffering. I don't even know what to feel. I'm so relieved to finally have this option
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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I finally got it. God, this feels so... surreal. I finally have a way out. I just have to get everything else in order, and then I can finally end my suffering. I don't even know what to feel. I'm so relieved to finally have this option
Did your product come from Turkey? Or here from the US?
 
FuneralCry

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I understand why you would be so relieved. Having a way to end all suffering must be so comforting. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Apr 1, 2022
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I finally got it. God, this feels so... surreal. I finally have a way out. I just have to get everything else in order, and then I can finally end my suffering. I don't even know what to feel. I'm so relieved to finally have this option
im new here and really want to know what SN is because my method isnt reliable and is making me nervous (sleeping pills: "sleepez"). When i bought the stash of pills i felt that same rush and surrealness so i feel you there it's crazy, made me feel like i had control but anyways if you cant asnwer i understand but what is SN? thanks either way and wish you the best
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

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Sep 28, 2021
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im new here and really want to know what SN is because my method isnt reliable and is making me nervous (sleeping pills: "sleepez"). When i bought the stash of pills i felt that same rush and surrealness so i feel you there it's crazy, made me feel like i had control but anyways if you cant asnwer i understand but what is SN? thanks either way and wish you the best
Hi. Sleeping pills aren't reliable. Not a good method. SN is sodium nitrite.

Hang around. Do some research. Have a look at the suicide resources in the suicide section.
 
Judy Garland

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I have the same one (2lb). I'm wondering if it's actually Nitrite like the bottle says though because look at the warnings. Look at the one for ingestion. All it says is "Rinse Mouth Thoroughly?" Isn't that a little strange? That's why I asked if anyone has tested it for purity because to just ship 2lbs of the stuff for $10 seems....too easy. Did DD call you or anything to verify it's use? Everything else matches up on the bottle...but they sell Nitrate too, so I'm wondering if they gave us actual Nitrate instead of Nitrite.
 
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EndofEternity

EndofEternity

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Mar 19, 2022
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I have the same one (2lb). I'm wondering if it's actually Nitrite like the bottle says though because look at the warnings. Look at the one for ingestion. All it says is "Rinse Mouth Thoroughly?" Isn't that a little strange? That's why I asked if anyone has tested it for purity because to just ship 2lbs of the stuff for $10 seems....too easy. Did DD call you or anything to verify it's use? Everything else matches up on the bottle...but they sell Nitrate too, so I'm wondering if they gave us actual Nitrate instead of Nitrite.
No, they didn't. I haven't been able to test it, but I definitely share your concern. I'm worried it won't actually work, but I don't have any way to verify it myself
 
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Matthew Mindler used it. You know what guys give me a couple hours and I'll blood test it and post it.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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Matthew Mindler used it. You know what guys give me a couple hours and I'll blood test it and post it.
Please do. I've already opened mine and am worried to do it again.
 
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