Method Sn how many deaths really? Well we will never know

[Willthishelp?]

Around 20 are named online in various articles and around 20 in the spreadsheet online that came from this forum, not sure if those people if they indeed really ctb are also ones those in the articles online . I am so nerveus about the method.. really need it to work but.. due to vsed I can not wait a day longer cause almost can't walk or eat so stumoch is already very bad.. ohh I screwed.. wish an angel would just come and collect me

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a horrible situation that you are trapped in so I hope that you find the freedom that you desperately search for. From what I'm aware SN is a reliable method if done correctly because after all if it wasn't those awful pro life people wouldn't be restricting it from people who just want to exit this world that they were so unfairly forced into.