Discussion SN from DSL arrived in UK

[persepexa]

So my SN package just arrived. It was delivered by Royal Mail to my neighbour as I wasn't in. So far there's nothing to indicate any police involvement or welfare checks but I will keep everyone posted.

The only problem is I don't think I ordered enough. Will 70g be enough? I'm roughly 80kg, maybe a little under.

EDIT: I've done the maths and I'm positive I have more than enough.

Also I just want to say that thought I'm relieved it arrived quickly and without issue (so far anyway), I don't feel happy to have it in fact having it here with me makes me feel very sad.

 

[itsallogrenow]

So my SN package just arrived. It was delivered by Royal Mail to my neighbour as I wasn't in. So far there's nothing to indicate any police involvement or welfare checks but I will keep everyone posted.

The only problem is I don't think I ordered enough. Will 70g be enough? I'm roughly 80kg, maybe a little under.

Happy for you. Now you can hopefully relax a bit.

Anyone under 100kg should be using 25g I think so you've got enough for one attempt

 

[persepexa]

Happy for you. Now you can hopefully relax a bit.

Anyone under 100kg should be using 25g I think so you've got enough for one attempt

That's good. Stan's guide uses mg and the package gives the quantity in kg so I was having trouble working it out haha. I'll keep everyone updated if something happens.

 

[Arvayn]

70g should be more than enough. You don't need to dissolve more than 25g, as per the protocol.

 

[persepexa]

70g should be more than enough. You don't need to dissolve more than 25g, as per the protocol.

Yeah I checked the protocol but it gives the amount on mg which threw me off haha. Thank you.

 

[Metro]

Somebody else I asked also received via RM, but did not receive a tracking number with which they could redirect the delivery elsewhere. Was your experience the same?

I don't feel happy to have it in fact having it here with me makes me feel very sad.

I hope you end up changing your mind and can continue experiencing happiness

 

[persepexa]

Somebody else I asked also received via RM, but did not receive a tracking number with which they could redirect the delivery elsewhere. Was your experience the same?


I hope you end up changing your mind and can continue experiencing happiness

I got a tracking number which is how I knew it had been delivered. I ordered from DSL and they provided a tracking number and website I could use to track it.

Tbh it's not about being happy or sad, I just hate myself so much for the things that I have done and feel mortified at the prospect of my continued existence. Besides there isn't really any joy in my life. I spent most of my time alone, it's very rare that I am even able to socialise or anything like that. When I do it feels wrong. Someone who has done what I've done shouldn't be out doing things, they should be isolated from everyone. I know if things were different and I had ran into someone like me I'd run a mile.

 

[CGN83]

Somebody else I asked also received via RM, but did not receive a tracking number with which they could redirect the delivery elsewhere. Was your experience the same?

Mine reached the UK and was due to be delivered by Royal Mail. I redirected the package to a local post office but since I done that the tracking seems to have dropped off. It said it was leaving Heathrow yesterday at around 9.15pm and approx 10.15pm it had another entry with a blank where the tracking status should be, but only with a time stamp. Like, it doesn't say "We've got it" or "In Transit" or anything anymore. It's just blank.

 

[thefarter]

omg omg this is so comforting !!!! my latest tracking update is that my parcel got passed to UK customs and im soooooo afraaaaaaidddddd

 

[persepexa]

Mine reached the UK and was due to be delivered by Royal Mail. I redirected the package to a local post office but since I done that the tracking seems to have dropped off. It said it was leaving Heathrow yesterday at around 9.15pm and approx 10.15pm it had another entry with a blank where the tracking status should be, but only with a time stamp. Like, it doesn't say "We've got it" or "In Transit" or anything anymore. It's just blank.

That's really strange. I don't actually order that many online packages so I'm not sure how it works but maybe you could go into the post office and check?

omg omg this is so comforting !!!! my latest tracking update is that my parcel got passed to UK customs and im soooooo afraaaaaaidddddd

Oh well I actually didn't get any update like that. My tracking info said nothing about customs. It just said it arrived in the UK and the next update was that it had been passed to the Royal Mail to be sorted. I'm really sorry to be the bearer of bad news.

 

[Metro]

I got a tracking number which is how I knew it had been delivered. I ordered from DSL and they provided a tracking number and website I could use to track it.

Tbh it's not about being happy or sad, I just hate myself so much for the things that I have done and feel mortified at the prospect of my continued existence. Besides there isn't really any joy in my life. I spent most of my time alone, it's very rare that I am even able to socialise or anything like that. When I do it feels wrong. Someone who has done what I've done shouldn't be out doing things, they should be isolated from everyone. I know if things were different and I had ran into someone like me I'd run a mile.

Honestly not too dissimilar over here. I have either real event OCD or something very closely aligned to it and I cannot accept living with uncertainty about whether I committed something unforgivably evil or not, and the only solution to this problem I've identified is ctb. Because of that, I've given up fighting it and I just act/behave as if it's true; I socialise quite often but I intentionally keep any relationships I have with others extremely surface-level to prevent any deep connections or attachments from forming because they'd probably be disgusted with me if they knew my past. I feel better about dying innocent than going on to live a happy life with a fruitful and successful career that I don't deserve and which would be an injustice. So I can relate to a bit of that, especially in relation to guilt and shame

 

[persepexa]

Honestly not too dissimilar over here. I have either real event OCD or something very closely aligned to it and I cannot accept living with uncertainty about whether I committed something unforgivably evil or not, and the only solution to this problem I've identified is ctb. Because of that, I've given up fighting it and I just act/behave as if it's true; I socialise quite often but I intentionally keep any relationships I have with others extremely surface-level to prevent any deep connections or attachments from forming because they'd probably be disgusted with me if they knew my past. I feel better about dying innocent than going on to live a happy life with a fruitful and successful career that I don't deserve and which would be an injustice. So I can relate to a bit of that, especially in relation to guilt and shame

Honestly I can relate a lot to those feelings. I don't want to be someone who would have to hide a huge chunk of their past. I want to be someone who can be honest and open without disgusting or upsetting people.

 

[Bat12]

Mine reached the UK and was due to be delivered by Royal Mail. I redirected the package to a local post office but since I done that the tracking seems to have dropped off. It said it was leaving Heathrow yesterday at around 9.15pm and approx 10.15pm it had another entry with a blank where the tracking status should be, but only with a time stamp. Like, it doesn't say "We've got it" or "In Transit" or anything anymore. It's just blank.

I order quite a lot from overseas, after it's leaving Heathrow you are almost certainly in the clear to be honest. Probably wait a couple days and it will probably end up at Heathrow Worldwide Distribution Center then onto your local mail centre. Royal Mail is usually quite quick

omg omg this is so comforting !!!! my latest tracking update is that my parcel got passed to UK customs and im soooooo afraaaaaaidddddd

Chuck the tracking number into the RM app, what does it say there?

 

[persepexa]

I order quite a lot from overseas, after it's leaving Heathrow you are almost certainly in the clear to be honest. Probably wait a couple days and it will probably end up at Heathrow Worldwide Distribution Center then onto your local mail centre. Royal Mail is usually quite quick

Chuck the tracking number into the RM app, what does it say there?

Do you think I'm in the clear? It arrived straight away, it seems to have gone straight from the airport to the RM with no mention of customs so does that mean I can stop worrying about the police showing up?