(SN) Farewell Thread

[arsencio354]

First of all, I wanna thank this forum for existing and giving ppl like us an outlet and important resources.

I will be departing at Midnight by SN method. I have fasted for 24 hours and I plan on taking 31 g of Sodium Nitrite from CCS mixed in 56 ML of water. I have a second dosage with 26 g just incase.

I plan to take (Pictured Below):

• 1200mg ibuprofen - took @ 9:20 PM
• 8mg Ondansetron (AE) - 11:00PM
• 250mg Crushed Seroquel (Sedative) - 11:15 PM
• 60g Famotidine (anti-acid) - 11:30 PM
• THC Cartridge (Indica/Watermelon Kush/Sedative/AE) - every 10 minutes since 9:30 PM
• 31 G in 56ml of water (Administrated orally with large syringe) - 12:00 AM

I am at peace and can't wait to experience what happens after death. I'm not really religious but I'm a bit spiritual and I believe in life after death and reincarnation. I think Buddhism specifically Tibetan Buddhism has a nice idea of what happens after life on earth based on the feats Tibetan monks manage to do. During my 22 years of life, I have been infatuated with the fantasy/ supernatural genre when it comes to shows/movies/anime. I personally wish to experience a life as a sorcerer lmao. In the spiritual community, its widely believed that your soul has full control on if they reincarnate or decide to stay in the spiritual realm while a small sector of the community believes in us humans being on a prison planet trapped in a cycle of reincarnation on this planet. Knowing this, I will move mountains to make sure I do not come back to Earth. God I hated my time on this planet. In my final years, I became desensitized to death and even learned to hate others along with myself. I need to heal from this lifetime and I pray my next life will satisfy my esoteric interests and want for fantasy. While I do leave a loving family and feel a bit guilty and concerned for my little sister who shares mental illness, I long to feel relief from this life. My soul is drained and I am so tired even though I am "young". It's believed some souls incarnate on earth to be a catalyst for others; I think that is my purpose as I always felt like I don't belong here on earth. I will be a lesson/page/chapter in another's life and help their soul grow as there is experience learned through pain. I'll be browsing for the next 2 hours and plan to update as long as I can. Left a 4 page note along with voice notes so my family can remember my voice.



Mods Please Ban This Account After 72 Hours

I gave one friend my sign info and asked them to either give an update through my account within 3 days or make their own account and make a thread or comment updating you guys on my status. My parents and siblings won't have access to this account, my profile will remain open to all members so you guys can see my past posts and my previous attempt. Someone feel free to document my leaving.

I wish someone updated or made a new version of this:

SS – Fatal Sodium Nitrite (SN / NaNO2) Attempts: Member Methods & Experiences

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*Please no pro-life comments, I have been on SS for 4 years and I am a sound adult*

See all you guys on the other side <3

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May your voyage and destiny be wondrous and freeing. Bon Voyage friend.

 

[Euthanza]

Peace be upon you

 

[yive]

good luck

 

[calssilva]

feel free to send messages about how you are doing

 

[arsencio354]

feel free to send messages about how you are doing

Feel fine right now, just listening to some slowed R&B and enjoying my high. I just took 45mg THC gummies that I forgot to mention @ 10:30. I kinda feel like I'm in a dream.

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Taking anti-emetic now, still listening to music vibing

 

[6MillionWaystoDie]

It's believed some souls incarnate on earth to be a catalyst for others; I think that is my purpose as I always felt like I don't belong here on earth. I will be a lesson/page/chapter in another's life and help their soul grow as there is experience learned through pain.

I too have always felt this way about my life. All the growing pains yet none of the rewards. Have been the teacher and helper to a few yet I have never been able to experience the joy and benefits of the knowledge or lessons learned. Instead I see others grow and attain. I watch them in sheer delight while experiencing deep mourning for my myself. I have also not enjoyed this time on earth and never wish to come back if reincarnation is real. I too need eons to heal from this place.

Wishing you a safe, quick and enjoyable journey. I hope you experience those peaceful white foggy dreams and that bright light guiding you to eternity as spoken about in NDE. Should that not be a reality and only a figment of modern spiritual projection, I still wish you calm in the darkness of nothingness.

Peace beyond to you my friend.

 

[TAW122]

I wish you the best and hopefully your experiences in the afterlife will be what you expected.

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you @arsencio354 a very peaceful and comfortable journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul

 

[true-ending]

good luck. i hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[arsencio354]

Just finished taking seroquel.
Thx for all the love

 

[LateForTheBus]

Wishing you a swift and peaceful journey. I hope the afterlife is everything you want it to be. (Hugs)

 

[DreamEnd]

Just finished taking seroquel.
Thx for all the love

your thoughts on death and afterlife are very interesting. It would be cool to learn more about it. Feel free to pm i f you would like to talk. Otherwise, have a good trip

 

[Sunny-Pia]

Fly away to peace!

 

[Yozo_oba]

I wish you luck in finding peace outside of this world!

 

[arsencio354]

Took last of pills (anti acid) , SN ur next

 

[dreamscape1111]

can't wait to experience what happens after death

My friend, here is what happens when you "die". You leave your body and you become infinite,
meaning you don't have a body anymore and you are like a floating speck of consciousness,
you can zoom in and out of places in the scene while hovering your body, for example.

So you stay floating as a point unless you desire to ascend, which means to reunite with the Godhead,
which you will be presented with that option. Ghosts are simply instances of consciousness that desired
to remain in the earthly plane.

Also, the light you hear people talk about? That's totally real and it's the godhead merging you back
into itself.

How do I know this? I experienced both an NDE last year and OBEs during psychedelic trips.
All that I am describing above is what I experienced.

You then de-polarize and experience another life.

The TV is not affected by anything that happens in the movie. Your "presence" never dies.
You simply delete your old memories and start fresh as a human baby.

Sounds like this ride didn't go so well, but even the darkest nightmares are only short dreams.

 

[Elohim]

Mannn good look, I'm 23, is really a shit to realise that the world doesn't worth while so young yeah? I'm also gonna try the sn, just waiting to arrive
I hope it all work for you my friend

 

[ctb7767]

See you on the other side arsencio354 and thank you for the detailed post. I hope it goes smoothly for you. Try to keep us updated if you're willing and able.

 

[arsencio354]

can feel the sleepiness coming in from the sedatives which is good, means im gonna be unconscious shortly after.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle burns for you, i hope it will guide your soul to love and peace

 

[Scacie]

Goodbye, wishing you peace

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[arsencio354]

Mannn good look, I'm 23, is really a shit to realise that the world doesn't worth while so young yeah? I'm also gonna try the sn, just waiting to arrive
I hope it all work for you my friend

Faxxx and its worse when you're so aware both with yourself and other people. Thank you and I wish you peace as well

 

[LocalAngel]

I wish you peace. Rest well. I'll be seeing you... sometime in the near future.

 

[sorrowed_ender]

Good luck, and stay safe on your travels.

 

[Higuri]

I wish you peace. Goodbye and may you move on without pain.

 

[Caoine01]

Goodby

 

[Ludachris]

Rest in peace

 

[arsencio354]

just took SN, not too bad