Discussion SN ctb in the news

[MeltingHeart]

Not sure if this was has been shared before- This is very near the same area that I live! it makes me sad as he was so young! I cant help but feel it should have been me instead- im a fair bit older-dont have a loving family or a bright future. How sad he could not have got the help he needed for his health issues in time & his family said that they could have been successfully treated- so I wonder why he was not getting it- when he needed it! makes me sad & angry.

Devastated family of bright 17-year-old remember his 'irreplaceable spark and kindness'

The devastated family of a 17-year-old boy who took his own life have issued a heartbreaking tribute remembering his “irreplaceable spark,…

www.bucksfreepress.co.uk

 

[Roger]

First time that I have seen "sodium nitrite toxicity" stated as cause of death.

 

[MeltingHeart]

First time that I have seen "sodium nitrite toxicity" stated as cause of death.

It feels so strange to know how close to me the place where it happened is...don't know why...guess things always hit home when they have slightly nearer proximity to you & I too had some SN ready (before it got taken away that is) & was hopefully gonna use it.

 

[Roger]

It feels so strange to know how close to me the place where it happened is...don't know why...guess things always hit home when they have slightly nearer proximity to you & I too had some SN ready (before it got taken away that is) & was hopefully gonna use it.

How was it taken away from you ?

 

[MeltingHeart]

How was it taken away from you ?

Oh long story! Short version- i got walked in on opening my parcel - but even before that apparently they had googled the company name on the envelope- obviously got confiscated :(

 

[metalchic_74]

Not sure if this was has been shared before- This is very near the same area that I live! it makes me sad as he was so young! I cant help but feel it should have been me instead- im a fair bit older-dont have a loving family or a bright future. How sad he could not have got the help he needed for his health issues in time & his family said that they could have been successfully treated- so I wonder why he was not getting it- when he needed it! makes me sad & angry.

Devastated family of bright 17-year-old remember his 'irreplaceable spark and kindness'

The devastated family of a 17-year-old boy who took his own life have issued a heartbreaking tribute remembering his “irreplaceable spark,…

www.bucksfreepress.co.uk

I highly doubt a 17 year old was able to get Antiemetics

 

[MeltingHeart]

I highly doubt a 17 year old was able to get Antiemetics

I thought that - though possibly I suppose- he had to do/ know enough to be able to get the SN I guess.

 

[Roger]

- he had to do/ know enough to be able to get the SN I guess.

He killed himself in March this year - in UK SN was so much easier to obtain only 6 months ago.

 

[CrushedHopes]

Damn...... he really should have lived. Unlike me, I don't deserve this waste of a life. I "had it all", but I decided to waste it. I took everything for granted, was overly full of myself, and now I've been ejected by the industry that I so adore. Yeah......... I'll be doing everyone a favor by CTBing. When nobody but your parents could tolerate you, it's very telling indeed.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Damn...... he really should have lived. Unlike me, I don't deserve this waste of a life. I "had it all", but I decided to waste it. I took everything for granted, was overly full of myself, and now I've been ejected by the industry that I so adore. Yeah......... I'll be doing everyone a favor by CTBing. When nobody but your parents could tolerate you, it's very telling indeed.

Fair enough - you do sound pretty determined - so not sure that there would be anything I could say to change yr mind. We are all here for our own purposes. Some for real research & technical advice, some just to vent, some people are seeking advice (generally in life as opposed to just tips on ctb I believe) for a sense of reassurance or possibly hope even- others don't want that at all. I read a few of ur posts & sense that you don't want that kind life advice or the offer of suggestions on other outlooks - so I wouldn't force that upon you.

He killed himself in March this year - in UK SN was so much easier to obtain only 6 months ago.

I think that is true

 

[CrushedHopes]

Fair enough - you do sound pretty determined - so not sure that there would be anything I could say to change yr mind. We are all here for our own purposes. Some for real research & technical advice, some just to vent, some people are seeking advice (generally in life as opposed to just tips on ctb even I believe) for a sense of reassurance or possibly hope even- others don't want that at all. I read a few of ur posts & sense that you don't want that kind life advice or the offer of suggestions on other outlooks - so I wouldn't force that upon you.

Thank you. Acting, and well as its production processes (video editing, audio editing and what have you) used to be my passion. Not being able to do them any more for the rest of my life makes my existence pointless. I could have lived and continued pursuing my passions if I wasn't such a piece of crap. My real name has also been doxed, and I'm looking at years upon years of ridicule, so I want out before it starts to affect possible employment.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Saying you want out before it starts to effect possible employment doesn't make sense-that has no logic to it, so I don't know what to say.

 

[MeltingHeart]

see my OP above, for another fairly recent story @CaptainT