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CrappyMJ

CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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Took almost a week but it's finally here. I thought I would be nervous but I'm pretty happy rn.

99% purity and the packaging looks pretty legit. Hopefully gets the job done. I'm planning for Saturday. Probably won't do any goodbye thread tho so this might be it.

Also please don't ask for source. They don't ship outside of where I live.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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Took almost a week but it's finally here. I thought I would be nervous but I'm pretty happy rn.

99% purity and the packaging looks pretty legit. Hopefully gets the job done. I'm planning for Saturday. Probably won't do any goodbye thread tho so this might be it.

Also please don't ask for source. They don't ship outside of where I live.
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Hope you find peace and everything goes as you planned
 
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Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
May we find wellness
 
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CrappyMJ

CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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Btw when I shake the container it makes a lot of noise. Not comparable to salt at all. It's sounds pretty chunky and hard.

Should I be worried?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I don't think is sth to be worried about, maybe it's just a bit clotted. It will dissolve in water. I hope you find peace!
 
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Deathisbetter

Student
Jun 3, 2023
189
Congrats I am genuinely happy for you! šŸ‘ 😊
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,218
I understand why you would feel so relieved to have the option of SN, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
438
Remeber to hang cured meats in your kitchen so if cops come knocking on your door asking about the sn, you're just a cured meat enthusiast.
 
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90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
Took almost a week but it's finally here. I thought I would be nervous but I'm pretty happy rn.

99% purity and the packaging looks pretty legit. Hopefully gets the job done. I'm planning for Saturday. Probably won't do any goodbye thread tho so this might be it.

Also please don't ask for source. They don't ship outside of where I live.
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it's great to have SN as an option :)
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
UK based here, where would I find this stuff? Planning to CTB soon if things get any worse for me. I don't have the dexterity for hanging so was going to jump - but I'm worried I won't be able to get high enough.

This method looks like it would be less painful and wouldn't mean someone is forced to identify a badly injured corpse.
 
CrappyMJ

CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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UK based here, where would I find this stuff? Planning to CTB soon if things get any worse for me. I don't have the dexterity for hanging so was going to jump - but I'm worried I won't be able to get high enough.

This method looks like it would be less painful and wouldn't mean someone is forced to identify a badly injured corpse.
Try your luck here. You may find something
 
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CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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My body is already panicking. It's basically is in fight or flight mode. It somehow knows that it doesn't have much time despite me being super calm and happy about it. I tried partial hanging numerous times in the past but never panicked or anything.

Heart rate increased and it is beating much harder now. Makes sleeping pretty hard. I don't know how my body is going to respond tomorrow. I hate this...
 
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CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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It's time. Wish me luck. I'm only taking 3mg of lorazepam and 25g of sn. Gonna log out now. Hopefully don't have to report back again

Adios
 
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OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
Please remove the photo and the label before you use it. Best wishes.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
UK based here, where would I find this stuff? Planning to CTB soon if things get any worse for me. I don't have the dexterity for hanging so was going to jump - but I'm worried I won't be able to get high enough.

This method looks like it would be less painful and wouldn't mean someone is forced to identify a badly injured corpse.
I'm also UK based, so just to advise, our customs are fairly alert for this, so any supplier from outside the country will require to send it with a false declaration of contents to avoid the risk of detection.
The few UK suppliers I know of will only sell and deliver in fairly large quantities to registered businesses at their premises or checked out labs and similar facilities for research, demo purposes.
Bummer, I know.
 
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Deathisbetter

Student
Jun 3, 2023
189
Remeber to hang cured meats in your kitchen so if cops come knocking on your door asking about the sn, you're just a cured meat enthusiast.
I contacted a SN seller that sold some to a friend of mine and you can't buy it for domestic use anymore. dumb pro lifers and the government taking away the means for us to exit and end our suffering.. :(
 
heavyeyes

heavyeyes

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Oct 9, 2022
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It's time. Wish me luck. I'm only taking 3mg of lorazepam and 25g of sn. Gonna log out now. Hopefully don't have to report back again

Adios
Rest easy <3
 
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just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
258
I'm sorry for your struggles but i hope you have a peaceful journey šŸ–¤
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
UK based here, where would I find this stuff? Planning to CTB soon if things get any worse for me. I don't have the dexterity for hanging so was going to jump - but I'm worried I won't be able to get high enough.

This method looks like it would be less painful and wouldn't mean someone is forced to identify a badly injured corpse.
No chance. Unless you set up a business and apply fir a license. No-one will ship here as it is a controlled substance
 
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chillmungo

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May 30, 2023
51
Congrats on obtaining this. Wish I'd known about this stuff sooner.
 
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