SN and Tagamet have arrived.

[ExitStageLeft]

I'm only going to get one shot at this. It has to work. I have two pou ds of SN.

 

[faust]

Hello, now you can make some things you want to do before CTB.
You know, having a method by your side is a bit comforting.
Wishing you a good luck in whatever you do

 

[ZardozOmega]

I hope everything works out for you. Are you going to take any antiemetics?

 

[highlyvolatile]

Hoping you find success in whatever you end up doing.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

I hope everything works out for you. Are you going to take any antiemetics?

I want antiemetics, but I can't get a prescription and cannot afford them.

 

[one4all]

@ExitStageLeft May i ask what your plan is?

 

[ExitStageLeft]

@ExitStageLeft May i ask what your plan is?

I live with my mother. I'm only going to have a window of opportunity of roughly five hours from the time I take the SN before I'm discovered. The only painkiller I have is Tylenol; I have some antacids I'll take for a week consistently leading up to it. I also have Tagamet.

For a week before I'll basically live on milk and antacids, to reduce stomach acidity. Then I'll take a stat dose of SN after she's gone to work.

 

[LonelySoul]

Sorry to sound stupid, but what does SN mean?

 

[Pale Blue Dot]

Sorry to sound stupid, but what does SN mean?

It stands for sodium nitrite, NaNo2.

 

[one4all]

I live with my mother. I'm only going to have a window of opportunity of roughly five hours from the time I take the SN before I'm discovered. The only painkiller I have is Tylenol; I have some antacids I'll take for a week consistently leading up to it. I also have Tagamet.

For a week before I'll basically live on milk and antacids, to reduce stomach acidity. Then I'll take a stat dose of SN after she's gone to work.

Not to sound morbid. But do you have a way of your MOTHER not being the one to walk in and see you after the act is done?
It might me nice to have a note on the door to call emergency services first before entering.
I only ask this because i always think about the person that will find you.

 

[LonelySoul]

It stands for sodium nitrite, NaNo2.

Thank you for enlightening me.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

Not to sound morbid. But do you have a way of your MOTHER not being the one to walk in and see you after the act is done?
It might me nice to have a note on the door to call emergency services first before entering.
I only ask this because i always think about the person that will find you.

What I would *really* like to do is get a motel room nearby for two nights. But that would cost $110 and I have *no money*. I don't even have a bank account to receive any.

 

[one4all]

What I would *really* like to do is get a motel room nearby for two nights. But that would cost $110 and I have *no money*. I don't even have a bank account to receive any.

That is the other factor. Motels are ok i guess. But unless there is some notification what some one will find in the room, some poor low paid worker is going to find you first.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

That is the other factor. Motels are ok i guess. But unless there is some notification what some one will find in the room, some poor low paid worker is going to find you first.

The one nearby has only the owner who runs it, so I should be okay there. I'd be certain to leave a note though.

 

[one4all]

The one nearby has only the owner who runs it, so I should be okay there. I'd be certain to leave a note though.

That is what i like to hear. Someone thinking about the other person,
Now with all my preaching done.

For a week before I'll basically live on milk and antacids, to reduce stomach acidity.

I think that might be a little extreme. There are other diets i think you can do to accomplish the same. I know i have seen some information in the threads about dieting. I would suggest researching that also. It was either about proteins or carbs.

 

[moonsafari]

I live with my mother. I'm only going to have a window of opportunity of roughly five hours from the time I take the SN before I'm discovered. The only painkiller I have is Tylenol; I have some antacids I'll take for a week consistently leading up to it. I also have Tagamet.

For a week before I'll basically live on milk and antacids, to reduce stomach acidity. Then I'll take a stat dose of SN after she's gone to work.

Are you going to take Tylenol right before SN? Also may I ask where did you buy your SN? I found a good link but I'd like to see if there are more sellers. I don't much about antacids, stomach acidity, and its correlation to SN but I'd also like to find a way to reduce my stomach acidity just in case. I was planning on taking SN without anything else.

 

[maggot666]

Are you going to take Tylenol right before SN? Also may I ask where did you buy your SN? I found a good link but I'd like to see if there are more sellers. I don't much about antacids, stomach acidity, and its correlation to SN but I'd also like to find a way to reduce my stomach acidity just in case. I was planning on taking SN without anything else.

I bought my SN of ebay about a week ago

 

[ExitStageLeft]

I got mine on Amazon.

I wish to God I could find someone in the Saint Louis metropolitan area/greater Midwest to do this with. I do not have a car and have no money to travel with, but if someone would do this with me or provide a place to do it I would feel so much more confident.

 

[moonsafari]

I bought my SN of ebay about a week ago

I found a seller on Ebay too but Amazon might be my backup. At least the Ebay version has a "Toxic" label with a skull!

 

[Donk]

I got mine on Amazon.

I wish to God I could find someone in the Saint Louis metropolitan area/greater Midwest to do this with. I do not have a car and have no money to travel with, but if someone would do this with me or provide a place to do it I would feel so much more confident.

the individual who provides a place for you to ctb will be charged with assisted suicide. jail time.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

Not if it's a mutual thing.

 

[Donk]

Not if it's a mutual thing.

what do you mean by "mutual thing"

 

[moonsafari]

the individual who provides a place for you to ctb will be charged with assisted suicide. jail time.

Not unless they had personally acknowledged that you were going to CTB. But it hard to tell anyways.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

A pact.

 

[Donk]

A pact.

i see what you mean. yeah assuming one of you dont backout last second then theres really no one to charge since both of you will be wormfood.

Not unless they had personally acknowledged that you were going to CTB. But it hard to tell anyways.

agree. you can tell the police that you lend a friend a place to stay but was not aware of his intention to ctb