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[Lion84]

So guys, I have gotten my SN today through pakkage. I planning to take it tomorrow.
I have put on weighscale and I have put 30 grams in glas. Just have to add some water and take it. But I am a little afraid it doesn't work or it will hurt like hell. What are the consequences when you take SN?
Will you pass out on it or get low on breath? I just do know and maybe I don't want to know. I just want to ctb and easy.
I don't gonna use anti semetics because I don't get any from my doctor.
I will fast and have an empty stomage tomorrow. Trying not to trow up.
will I succeed??? I don't just know. I want to but can't stop thinking what happens I it fails.

 

[WhyamIstillhere]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Steamm]

I have no idea what happens if it fails, do you need to be one day without eating?

 

[Lion84]

I don't know either. I have red the threat above and it all seems good. I wil not eat anymore till just now. Tomorrow I will be having a empty stomach.

 

[gracefallen]

I will most likely as well be doing SN without 'proper protocol'. Definitely no antiemetic. If you fail the worst thing is being found and put in a psych ward or something, as it seems there's not much damage SN causes if you fail, like other things that might leave you with brain damage etc.

 

[Dromides]

Maybe this will get you an idea what you could experience.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

 

[Lion84]

The thing is why i am doing CTB and this SN method because I allready have gotten braindamage during the exit bag method with helium. I can't think straight anymore, normal this ik having a relation, cook and clean, I can't do anymore. Also I can't get a hard on anymore with no orgasm feelings. Something this helium method messed my brain up so I won't recommend the exit bag. It's very dangerous!!!

 

[gracefallen]

Well... that's surreal @Lion84 I'm literally in the same boat. A shot from the loony bin has completely taken my mind and soul. I just recently am able to put on my own clothes and get out of chair by myself again. Also have erectile dysfunction just like you're saying too. I feel so at ease since I found this SN method, really grateful of the people on here who's documented the method/attempts of it to put my mind at ease. As for moonicide, that's terrible, but I can handle the pain compared to the rest of my life as half a vegetable that I am now :p

 

[Lion84]

Well... that's surreal @Lion84 I'm literally in the same boat. A shot from the loony bin has completely taken my mind and soul. I just recently am able to put on my own clothes and get out of chair by myself again. Also have erectile dysfunction just like you're saying too. I feel so at ease since I found this SN method, really grateful of the people on here who's documented the method/attempts of it to put my mind at ease. As for moonicide, that's terrible, but I can handle the pain compared to the rest of my life as half a vegetable that I am now :p

Well hard te hear we are in the same boat.
My life is terrible. No work anymore, no hobbys, no nothing, just laying in bed whole day. Thinking off al the possibility's I missed in my life. I had a nice girl. I was good looking. Had money and lots off other things. Now I don't have any of that anymore. I am really planning of taking SN tomorrow. I am not religious so I don't pray if it works but I hope so. It must work otherwise I'll be a vegetable for life and I don't want it.

 

[gracefallen]

Well hard te hear we are in the same boat.
My life is terrible. No work anymore, no hobbys, no nothing, just laying in bed whole day. Thinking off al the possibility's I missed in my life. I had a nice girl. I was good looking. Had money and lots off other things. Now I don't have any of that anymore. I am really planning of taking SN tomorrow. I am not religious so I don't pray if it works but I hope so. It must work otherwise I'll be a vegetable for life and I don't want it.

I'd like to be able to say all I do is lay in bed, but this condition makes me pace non stop as well, and I just can't enjoy anything like I use to. I was also at my peak per se, before this. I'm not religious either but i'm certain peace lies on the other side for us, so i'm not afraid to ctb or anything. I'm afraid of still living, and becoming a bum and then some, because yea, I can't work anymore either. I haven't got my SN yet, should be here soon though.

 

[Jerefeny]

A few days ago, I was testing sn.
I was taking down very very small amounts. maybe every hour, sometimes faster/later. just randomly.

I got sn into the system without any anti-emetics. (just-opened bottle, took some sn on the spoon and took down (simple as that) )
honestly for me personally it tasted better than salt. (no throat or stomach burning as described here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/ )

so this is how I was chilling (watching some videos on yt) for few hours and taking sn into the system. (Not a single effect from sn yet)

anyways after some hours, I started to feel kind of drowsy, and after like 10 minutes nauseous.
looked at my nails, some of them were more in blue color (not very noticeable, since not much of sn was taken).

anyways I started eating, drank some water and got sn out.

honestly, after this small testing, I feel better taking sn. getting that survival instinct down.
the only problem for me was that I was nauseous for like 4-5~ hours afterward.

 

[Esc9434]

The thing is why i am doing CTB and this SN method because I allready have gotten braindamage during the exit bag method with helium. I can't think straight anymore, normal this ik having a relation, cook and clean, I can't do anymore. Also I can't get a hard on anymore with no orgasm feelings. Something this helium method messed my brain up so I won't recommend the exit bag. It's very dangerous!!!

How long ago was your attempt? You have to give your body time to heal, especially the brain.

 

[Lion84]

3 years ago. Since then I have a strange feeling in my head. In the Mornings I hear strange sounds coming from my brain. Something really strange. I don't think my brain will heal anymore. During the lack of oxygen in my brain some parts died. It made me a different person. Someone very depressed and strange.

 

[Quarky00]

What are the consequences when you take SN?

If you don't know -- don't do SN

Please read the FAQ , death and recovery

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-resource-page.32633/

 

[Proto]

3 years ago. Since then I have a strange feeling in my head. In the Mornings I hear strange sounds coming from my brain. Something really strange. I don't think my brain will heal anymore. During the lack of oxygen in my brain some parts died. It made me a different person. Someone very depressed and strange.

I can't find a antiemetic or antibraakmiddel online, if you have a dog you can go to the dierenarts voor antibraakmiddel maybe that's an idea? also be sure to check the sn megathread https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Use the site search for SN successes and failures. There are two threads that have gathered the anecdotal accounts from this site of what it is like to attempt with SN.

 

[jgm63]

If you don't have time to get meto, then perhaps you could get an "over the counter" anti-emetic ?

Spoiler: over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics.31372/post-576228

A good option is :
Meclizine ( eg Dramamine Less Drowsy, check meclizine is on label )

 

[Indieblue]

3 years ago. Since then I have a strange feeling in my head. In the Mornings I hear strange sounds coming from my brain. Something really strange. I don't think my brain will heal anymore. During the lack of oxygen in my brain some parts died. It made me a different person. Someone very depressed and strange.

I feel relate. Someday i felt my brain was...different than before. i can't remember where i put things down a minute ago anymore. it has been a constant struggle in my life. Doctors say depression cause brain damage, so it is either because of depression or playing a computer game too much.

 

[autumnal]

I don't gonna use anti semetics because I don't get any from my doctor.

Was this him?

 

[Lion84]

I don't know. He ain't Jewish that's for sure.
uhmm I don't know what say about this post. Its neither relevant or quite funny...I think..
I am pretty serious about my mental state and condition. Then I got this shitty picture.
Cheers Mate.
Edit Okay good joke, that's mine style off humour as well. Got a little smile on my face. Cheers

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I don't know. He ain't Jewish that's for sure.
uhmm I don't know what say about this post. Its neither relevant or quite funny...I think..
I am pretty serious about my mental state and condition. Then I got this shitty picture.
Cheers Mate.

I noticed in your OP that you mistakenly said anti semitics instead of anti emetics. The picture was genuinely hilarious in a state of mind that was receptive to it, I got such a belly laugh out of it! But I also recognize the state you're in right now and genuinely care. I can see how you might feel it was a dismissive gesture, I empathize with where you are and how you may be perceiving things on a right shit day. I just wanna hug you both, but if you're not in a huggy mood, I totally respect that. Sincerely, cheers to you. I hope things get way better, or at the least, your load lightened a bit.

 

[Lion84]

I noticed in your OP that you mistakenly said anti semitics instead of anti emetics. The picture was genuinely hilarious in a state of mind that was receptive to it, I got such a belly laugh out of it! But I also recognize the state you're in right now and genuinely care. I can see how you might feel it was a dismissive gesture, I empathize with where you are and how you may be perceiving things on a right shit day. I just wanna hug you both, but if you're not in a huggy mood, I totally respect that. Sincerely, cheers to you. I hope things get way better, or at the least, your load lightened a bit.

Lol okay...now I see the joke...hehe quite funny aswel..yeah my English is not very good so there may slip in a fault of two. Anti semitics okay okay

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Was this him?

I just looked at this again and snorted. I may have to bookmark the post for when I need a laugh.

Was this him?





*snort*



*snort*

 

[autumnal]

Please rest assured that anytime I use humour on this board, it is never intended to be dismissive of the severity of anyone's situation.

 

[Lion84]

Please rest assured that anytime I use humour on this board, it is never intended to be dismissive of the severity of anyone's situation.

Yeah well goddamn...like I said earlier...this is normally my type of humour also...Lol I really didn't get the clue but now it's very clear...good one ... I appreciate it..

 

[Esc9434]

3 years ago. Since then I have a strange feeling in my head. In the Mornings I hear strange sounds coming from my brain. Something really strange. I don't think my brain will heal anymore. During the lack of oxygen in my brain some parts died. It made me a different person. Someone very depressed and strange.

I'm sorry to hear that bro... I'll do some small research to see if traumatic brain injuries come be improved.