Smile When Visualizing Your Suicide?

[Death_is_Escape]

I do most of the time!!!

 

[Azzy69]

Yes especially when I know I will be in peace soon

 

[Haku]

I do, but when that thought leaves my mind for a bit, my smile fades. So I'm hoping I can get my preparations in order to ctb this December, so that smile can come back and stay on my face for the rest of my existence until ctb date. Partially why I chose the character and moment of the profile pic I got on.

 

[justwhy?]

The notion of ceasing to be is my go to anxiolytic, so much so that miming the causative action eg finger pistol in mouth/to temple or head snapping back as if drop hanging have been tics that emerge to dispel intrusive thoughts

 

[sadgirl2002]

Always

 

[Willdieby30]

The notion of ceasing to be is my go to anxiolytic, so much so that miming the causative action eg finger pistol in mouth/to temple or head snapping back as if drop hanging have been tics that emerge to dispel intrusive thoughts

that's interesting. i may steal that

 

[Meppitech]

I haven't smiled for months. Everything hurts. Everything

 

[Pykul]

I don't smile, but is the only time I feel empowered, in control.

 

[MeltingHeart]

No way! Feels far to tragic and wayyyy to scary to smile (for me personally)

 

[Crystal Labeija]

I just want to know what happens next. I want my friends and family to move on.

 

[falconeyes]

No, for me it's not easy journey

 

[netcafe]

I laugh at people that want to stay alive and I laugh at how life tries to pull me in. It's like a kid that tries to fool you, you know their tactic but you laugh anyways.

 

[lifeisbutadream]

I do most of the time!!!

Me too.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Absolutely. It is the only thing I find comfort in at the end of the day.

 

[Janetsend]

Yesss. Knowing the end is near really makes me feel less burdened.

The notion of ceasing to be is my go to anxiolytic, so much so that miming the causative action eg finger pistol in mouth/to temple or head snapping back as if drop hanging have been tics that emerge to dispel intrusive thoughts

I love this

 

[Reyki6667]

Yes, everytime, my fucking brain body jail release.