It's the funniest thing I've ever seen, my country has low disability like is 20 euros (fyi), accentuated disability pay for 100 euros flat and severe for 125 euros, you need about 300 REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY stretching it. Well you can live with 125 too, just with no electricity, internet, food other than rice and water or rice + water soup. Also it's REALLY hard to get on heavy disability or even accentuated, LIKE REALLY HARD, heavy is for people who can't talk, can't see, can't hear. I could maybe get on accentuated.
So job wise; if you are wheel chair bound (not my case) you might be able to learn programming (stretching it hard...since that requires good family to back you up and a place where you are not getting bullied and put down for being in a wheel chair, impossible unless your family is high earning and/or you are home schooled or sent to private schools that cost thousands of euros)
But if you are mentally fucked and traumatized and want to have your brains splattered out every 15 minutes, it's kinda over for you, in the kindest way possible, I'm not joking.
AND THE HORRIFYING THING IS, nobody cares AND THE MORE HORRIFYING THING IS there are people worse off than me and many others and nobody cares about those people too.
Ah, let's not forget that if you are disabled and the employers find out they can CHOOSE to not hire you and the ones that hire disabled people are usually median jobs that require you to know languages or programming, yeah let me get disability pay of 100 euros and just learn german with duo lingo before I die of hunger by the end of the month.
Like I could work for a bit more, right? and if I decide that mental illness has the best of me, I could just get disability pay for 100 euros and I basically soft locked myself into 100 euros a month for the rest of my life since no minimum wage employer will ever hire me over a fresh 18 year old or someone with no disability. The only way I could land a job is to SOMEHOW find the will power to learn either programming (impossible with my current migraines, lack of wanting to live, mental illnesses, trauma) or to learn a language and be a translator (same as before, also mentioned this already)
FOR ME IT DOESN'T MATTER, I don't want to live, I don't want to try to live anymore, I don't care if I die, I have my SN, I can fast 2 days and just take the SN anytime, I'm fine, I have a way out.
The problem that pisses me off extremely hard is that ALL OF THIS ALSO APPLIES TO SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO LIVE but has the same hurdles as me. it's pure torture, it might actually be hell. I'm so sorry for these people, society literally doesn't care, I mean we are talking about the same species that did all the bad things that I won't type here because we already know them, from animal abuse and slaughter, to pointless wars and what comes with wars, to laws that oppress, my jaw would fall off.
So job wise; if you are wheel chair bound (not my case) you might be able to learn programming (stretching it hard...since that requires good family to back you up and a place where you are not getting bullied and put down for being in a wheel chair, impossible unless your family is high earning and/or you are home schooled or sent to private schools that cost thousands of euros)
But if you are mentally fucked and traumatized and want to have your brains splattered out every 15 minutes, it's kinda over for you, in the kindest way possible, I'm not joking.
AND THE HORRIFYING THING IS, nobody cares AND THE MORE HORRIFYING THING IS there are people worse off than me and many others and nobody cares about those people too.
Ah, let's not forget that if you are disabled and the employers find out they can CHOOSE to not hire you and the ones that hire disabled people are usually median jobs that require you to know languages or programming, yeah let me get disability pay of 100 euros and just learn german with duo lingo before I die of hunger by the end of the month.
Like I could work for a bit more, right? and if I decide that mental illness has the best of me, I could just get disability pay for 100 euros and I basically soft locked myself into 100 euros a month for the rest of my life since no minimum wage employer will ever hire me over a fresh 18 year old or someone with no disability. The only way I could land a job is to SOMEHOW find the will power to learn either programming (impossible with my current migraines, lack of wanting to live, mental illnesses, trauma) or to learn a language and be a translator (same as before, also mentioned this already)
FOR ME IT DOESN'T MATTER, I don't want to live, I don't want to try to live anymore, I don't care if I die, I have my SN, I can fast 2 days and just take the SN anytime, I'm fine, I have a way out.
The problem that pisses me off extremely hard is that ALL OF THIS ALSO APPLIES TO SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO LIVE but has the same hurdles as me. it's pure torture, it might actually be hell. I'm so sorry for these people, society literally doesn't care, I mean we are talking about the same species that did all the bad things that I won't type here because we already know them, from animal abuse and slaughter, to pointless wars and what comes with wars, to laws that oppress, my jaw would fall off.
