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annique
earth's rotation gets me dizzy everyday
- Jul 5, 2022
- 201
so badly i want to cry, the feeling inside is that of just wanting to let go of the forces i put on to keep myself breathing,
and just fade out of reality, while being bombarded by the plethora of feelings i've kept suppressed for this long
- but i can't, because i'm also feeling too freaking weak;
i have set the end of this year as the last time i would be around,
because what is to come if i'm here next year is miles beyond complete horror,
so the next post of mine will probably be a goodbye thread (hopefully);
i may have already posted threads on needing to leave before the year ends,
i'm sorry if i bring nothing of relevant with these posts,
i just feel the need to vent a bit because i'm in absolute loneliness;
if i met god i would ask him "why?" and would cry
and just fade out of reality, while being bombarded by the plethora of feelings i've kept suppressed for this long
- but i can't, because i'm also feeling too freaking weak;
i have set the end of this year as the last time i would be around,
because what is to come if i'm here next year is miles beyond complete horror,
so the next post of mine will probably be a goodbye thread (hopefully);
i may have already posted threads on needing to leave before the year ends,
i'm sorry if i bring nothing of relevant with these posts,
i just feel the need to vent a bit because i'm in absolute loneliness;
if i met god i would ask him "why?" and would cry