slight update but i think i'm feeling a little better

[dangerstars]

i posted the other day saying i was planning on dying at the end of this year, but it's like a switch flipped in my brain and the thought makes me feel sick now so i doubt i can.

i feel like i haven't had a meaningful conversation with a lot of my friends as of recent but i just got my best friend his birthday gift and his reaction was so sweet i've been thinking about it a lot haha. i love that guy so much and he loves me and i know he'd do anything to help me.

i hope i can get over this episode because no matter how screwed up my life is, no matter how better i'd be dead, i still want to keep trying

 

[Dinorun]

Glad you are feeling better and things look a little brighter!, good luck on your path!

 

[ScaredCutter]

its really nice hearing that ur best friend is appreactive of ur gift, sounds very lovely! hopefully more good things will come along ur way! ur best friend seems like a really good person!

 

[webb&flow]

hope you will feel this love all over again and many times over more to wash all over you and your life some more as well

you can always feel this way again and in the future too your friends are there for you and they truly love you too: rest assured you are most empowered to live as much and as long as your dream desires now ^^

Anywhere can be paradise as long as you have the will to live. After all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy. As long as the Sun, the Moon, and the Earth exist, everything will be all right.

—The End Of Evangelion