Sleeping to avoid life

[nopointofliving]

Days ago, I couldn't get out of my bed. I only wanted to sleep and never wake up. I was scared to face reality and life. In fact, I was and still.

Then I changed my routine. I started staying up all night and sleeping all day. This really boosted my energy. I could complete many tasks at night, and I felt comparatively better.

Today I realized that the I didn't want to get out of bed because I'm scared and tired of life family conflicts. My situation wasn't/isn't that bad but the environment triggers it to be worse and worse.

I can do better when I'm alone with my tasks. Negative human interactions make my situation worse. I want to die for real, I want to disappear.

 

[ClownMe]

Ive been sleeping in whenever possible because being awake sucks, why be awake more than i need to be? is my take on it.

 

[Moose.000]

Understandable. I find myself in a very similar routine. I also find that when I wake up from naps during the day I feel very lethargic and almost sick, as in having a cold "sick." When I wake at night I'm immediately ready to get out of bed and move about. Depression does strange things to the human body, there's no doubt about that.

 

[nopointofliving]

Understandable. I find myself in a very similar routine. I also find that when I wake up from naps during the day I feel very lethargic and almost sick, as in having a cold "sick." When I wake at night I'm immediately ready to get out of bed and move about. Depression does strange things to the human body, there's no doubt about that.

Very true....

Ive been sleeping in whenever possible because being awake sucks, why be awake more than i need to be? is my take on it.

I can relate

 

[WornOutLife]

I can totally relate.

When I lived with my parents, I didn't want to leave my bed because of the same.

Some people say we should sleep during the day but sometimes, nights are the only escape.

Hope things get better somehow. You can do this, my friend! :)

Hugs,

Matt

 

[Tegan_sky]

I've been insomniac for a lot of my life, more the older I get...these days I go to bed by 6 or 7 pm, and get up at 1 am or 2 am and "start my day." I sleep when people are up and about, and am awake when people are asleep. I like it this way right now. I have no issue making and drinking my first cups of coffee in the still, peaceful, wee hours of the morning. I love it. Then I take a nap later on. I know this is a great way to avoid people. I like NICE people but way too often, people, and tenants here in my building, are not nice. Too, if I am asleep I don't have to feel feelings or think about things or process hard stuff. It's a good relief and escape.

 

[FuneralCry]

I want to sleep all the time. Its all that I look forward too. Its like being dead without the commitment. I rationally thought recently that maybe I could take some sleeping pills all the time so I could sleep 24/7 and not have to ctb (how dumb)
However recently I have been victim to insomnia and strange sleeping patterns.

 

[TooConscious]

That's great I'd love to sleep some of us are constantly vampirized poked and prodded for the last bit of our life energy as if these people haven't done enough damage.
Enjoy it.

 

[Mentalmick]

I just wish sleep lasted longer, one second your tired the next thing it's morning and another day. I suppose death is what I'm looking for.

 

[Last chance]

I used to do this,I would sleep as long as possible to make the says shorter. Now I wake up at 7am no matter how late I go to sleep and cant get back to sleep again because of intrusive thoughts :(

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

I wish I could sleep. Meds fucked me up in that regard.

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

I can completly relate. I take naps when it gets to be to much. I'm generally a very tired person to begin with - so it doesn't take much. My bed is my comfort.

 

[lonerclown666]

I sleep in Day wake up in Night Sleep again in Mornings
I just want to sleep forever

 

[WatermelonMel]

I wish you could just live in dreams until death, at least then you could be in your own world and do whatever you want. Too bad reality is so disappointing

When I cannot sleep any longer I just stare at a computer screen all day

 

[filtfarfar]

I wish you could just live in dreams until death, at least then you could be in your own world and do whatever you want. Too bad reality is so disappointing

When I cannot sleep any longer I just stare at a computer screen all day

The feeling when you wake up and realize that sleep is over is unbearable.

 

[Jumper Geo]

I wish there was a medical facility you could enter and sleep for 1 year at a time.

Cheers

Geo

 

[lonerclown666]

my dreams are better than my life

 

[heretogethelp]

my dreams are better than my life

my thoughts, exactly

 

[lonerclown666]

I always dream about being in high school and being 14-15 year old again everything after was nothing but pain for me like a dream i should have die in 2014 or 2015

 

[AnnonyBox]

Sleeping is my favorite hobby lol

 

[soap]

I can't sleep at all, and now my worst traumatic experience is starting to seep into my dreams

 

[Myridian]

I used to sleep a lot since this was my only safe place but for some months the thaughts I have tried to escape from have been haunting me in my dreams. That is why I avoid falling asleep and try to stay in this small twilight zone between sleeping and being awake.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Definitely used to do this a lot when I was sorta living alone (in a college apartment and I had dropped out of my classes for that semester).

20 hours of sleep in one day feels pretty amazing. The only times I got up were to go to the bathroom a couple times but I always fell back asleep right after.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

SLEEP! What's that?

 

[IsThisTheEnd?]

I do nothing but sleep at the moment, I like waking at around 2am - 5ish wish this would last forever so nice and quiet.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I've always thought sleep was some of the best time. The mind is capable of creating a much better reality if even for a brief moment . It's definitely necessary for human beings and sometimes I feel each day is just to tire me out so I can enjoy it again. It's one of the few things that makes existence in the 24/7 Zionist occupied hellscape worthwhile

 

[Red]

Sleep is great, definitely better than being awake, no contest!

Not in pain when asleep and dream really vividly - I dream regularly of being back at work n bossing difficult (and often absurd) situations. Had one the other day that I thought was gonna go bad but then somehow got superpowers and could defy gravity n jump up the sides of buildings, it was so cool lol n this anti-gravity thing is fairly regular too, it's just the reasons for it change; sometimes it's because I'm in a computer game, or some dude has some weird technology he's demo-ing in a shopping centre n once, because I drank coke from a radioactive vending machine...

Even the not so nice ones are still Better Than Life (loved that Red Dwarf book!) - if I'm running away from something I'm still just happy that I'm running and in no pain

I'd be most happy in a coma I reckon, so long as it was just a great big dream n y'know, not a half existence of pain and/or being trapped inside a rotting husk blah blah blah

Forever dreaming, absolved of any responsibility, unconcerned with pain n boredom n what other people think. Or just being dead obviously, that works too. Best way out for me; nice, big, dreamy coma, then slipping out quietly into oblivion while nobody's looking. Perfect.