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Would taking like 20mg of melatonin work to overcome SI for jumping? I only have household medicine (Tylenol,alleve, melatonin, maybe some antibiotics,etc.) and alcohol is hard to find.
 
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I'm sorry but no, i think the best anxiety reducer you have, (if you don't have any other substances that you just mentioned as available)
Is to have the right mind set, and accept and be one with death.

From what height are you going to jump from?
 
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I'm sorry but no, i think the best anxiety reducer you have, (if you don't have any other substances that you just mentioned as available)
Is to have the right mind set, and accept and be one with death.

From what height are you going to jump from?
12 story apartment building
 
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12 story apartment building
So roughly 120 feet or 36 meters. That's not optimal, but just narrowly enough.
And, like i said, those substances aren't really good enough for anxiety/SI reduction... I hope you get your hands on some alcohol, or even benzos.

What's your planned date?
 
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Coffeehead

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So roughly 120 feet or 36 meters. That's not optimal, but just narrowly enough.
And, like i said, those substances aren't really good enough for anxiety/SI reduction... I hope you get your hands on some alcohol, or even benzos.

What's your planned date?
Somewhat soon…within this week
How much alcohol would I need to drink? I may be able to get a small amount but it is difficult because I am being watched
 
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Arcitect

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Would taking like 20mg of melatonin work to overcome SI for jumping? I only have household medicine (Tylenol,alleve, melatonin, maybe some antibiotics,etc.) and alcohol is hard to find.
If I remember correctly Melatonin works by *encouraging* sleep, not forcing it :/
 
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Somewhat soon…within this week
How much alcohol would I need to drink? I may be able to get a small amount but it is difficult because I am being watched
Enough to get you drunk, if you don't regularly drink, a couple beers should be good enough.
Taking them on an empty stomach will also increase the drunkness.

I hope you have thought this troughoutly.
I wish you well! :)