Sinking into another attempt

[nextstepdeath]

Everyone is a spectator, hardwired to be. You stick your neck out a little too far? That's on you, the Internet social media and the system said so. I am taking too much damage and can't recover, I am taking my time to die, life failed to look out for me, life pushed it's own superficial boundaries to protect itself and I am stuck on the outside, grinding to die. There's no point worrying about politics or making ends meet or surviving, that's just a luxury for those who have the luxury of life. Life is a luxury, which makes it easier to die, easier to focus on dying, easier to accept dying, killing yourself, easier to accept that this system is too wired to work to suit the elites and social media, better safer and easier to go along with it than hold your hand out a bit too wide. Assisted dying will never be legalised, suicide is something you have to do on your own, even when it's too much. The longer you live in death, the easier it gets to die I guess.