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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
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I can breatheeee for the first tiiiime!

Ok that was a random intro to a random thread. So the last 2 days were shit, I tried to CTB and discovered that my 99.998% pure fucking argon must have some CO2. It was more comfortable just having my head in the bag (no airflow!!) than with the argon. I tried it 3-4 times to be sure, and while I was just totally confused the first time, blaming myself, I realised after having calmed on the 4th attempt, it was definitely the gas giving me the hyper cat nip alarm thing. So fucking close! Twice I almost blacked out but ripped the bag off - not SI but CO2 alarm. Trust me, when my vision started to go I was smiling. Oh, and last but not least, even the best laid plans will make using headphones fucking impossible and stupid unless you gaffa tape them to your face.
 
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