Oh no. I am sorry you had this happen. Your brother sounds like a terrible person, how can he bully his own blood? I can't imagine my sister doing that to me, even when she's angry at my suicidal thoughts. And good Lord can I relate to being brought back from an OD. It's the worst feeling in the world because you believed it was going to sleep for the last time. I'm sending you hugs,
since I don't pray. Peace.
He's a terrible person.
My father who usually tends to be the one making me suffer was shocked by my brother and the way he was tormenting me. After he found out I was in the hospital and didn't even know whether I was gonna survive or not he sends me a message that 'he did me a favor by telling me I am a weak person for being suicidal, nobody dares to tell me this hard truth because I always cry like a baby or threaten to kill myself' he then also (still during my unconsciousness) sends me a message all in caps lock that I am mentally abusing and torturing him by trying to kill myself after he just spent a whole day harassing me. I was actually wondering whether I can file a complaint against him for this and perhaps just get screenshots on the local news and all of that out there. He's always been the most sociopathic cruel heartless asshole I've ever known, taking advantage of every possible factor he can, no matter how cruel or heartless.
Just like an actual sociopath he also used to fake crying and fake being really sorry throughout his entire life all to gain advantages.
If people only thought about this before trying to do something serious... I, too, was impulsive and tried to kill myself without the necessary preparation and look at me. I'm still here. It's also important to remember that many people who attempt suicide impulsively and fail are not even sure that they want to die and are glad that they survived, giving rise to the statistics that make us truly suicidal people be seen as immature, impulsive, irrational, attention-seeking and etc. Nobody treat us seriously because of that.
On an unrelated note, I'm sorry that you went through that, specially when it was your relative that was the one trying to break you. I was bullied by my uncle when I was a kid and that made me extremely angry too because everyone thought of it as a joke. People can be so evil. I hope you have the opportunity to see your brother pay for that before you leave this ugly world.
I really wish I could.
Read the above reply I sent to another user for a small update on what he sent afterwards.
Then again, we're both born of incest. My brother seems to have turned out into a sociopath; cruel, pretentious and taking advantage of every situation no matter how cruel the method. I turned out to be suicidal, depressed and autistic.
Either way, my mother is on top of all of this also another person who has made me suffer. She mocks me the same way my brother does (he kind of got his characteristics of being a cruel, heartless and sociopathic asshole from her). She told me the day before as well (to help my brother in attacking me) that I'm never gonna kill myself because I'm 1 too weak to actually do that 2 using the threat of killing myself to try and hurt other people.
When my dad sent her a message letting her know I'm in the hospital and it wasn't yet known whether I would survive or not, she sent me one message on WhatsApp calling me by my child nickname, then as soon as I simply said 'yes?' when I woke up after around 13 hours and she thus realized that I was not dead, she called me and immediately started shouting at me throwing insults left and right. I explained all of this to the hospital staff before I got my phone in the first place. I put her on speaker and let the staff hear how she was shouting at me after finding out I'm alive. They were super shocked. All I could think was how unlucky I am to be the one in a hundred thousand to have a mother and brother like this. To be born of incest. To have this shit life.
Why not just figure out, how to destroy his brain completely via mental abuse? You know him very well, yes? Then you should know what he is really sensitive about...and then unleash hell. Not hard to completely destroy someone's self esteem and program their brain to became his or her, worst enemy. Besides, when you resort to violence, in a way, he wins...because he can play the victim card and you are the one who has to deal with law enforcement. And CTBing would probably just give him satisfaction. Worst case, scenario, he avoids you like the plague to preserve his sanity.
Read the above reply.
He is a sociopath, I am more than 110% sure of it.
Also, because my father (who has been more pro-my brother his entire life) told him that he is going way too far with his insults and he was literally destroying me, my brother told my father to go fuck himself. Conveniently, my brother just graduated (after repeating his class 3 times).
He knew he just graduated and got about 500$ (350€) worth in support for his student dorm room for about 6 years, and after this, he cut off all contact with my father and blocked him on everything and admitted that he just now doesn't need him at all anymore, so he doesn't have to bend to my father's judgement anymore either.
What do you mean? Bullies can't stand having a taste of their own medicine.
I did actually do that though.
He is obese, has been so his entire life and it's perhaps the only thing that kept his ego from skyrocketing back when he was a bit younger. He even had to go to ER at the age of 14 because of an overdosis on cholestrol (too much mayonnaise and hamburgers).
A friend of mine suggested I reverse the situation and start mocking him for being fat: calling him 'weak' for not being able to control his urges to overeat (the way he called me 'weak' for 'not being able to fix my life'), saying that kids are starving in africa cuz he's eating all the food supplies (he said I should shut the fuck up about not being happy with my life because there are kids in China who 'have a room that their body doesn't even fit in' (??????)).
Anyway, he blocked me after I did this, only to unblock me about an hour later. That's when I attempted to CTB.
The vengeance wasn't worth it.
I wish a murder-suicide was possible for me. But it isn't, and I won't attempt it.
