Venting Silly vent-on smoking

[MeltingHeart]

Currently seem to be trying to 'do myself in' by chain-smoking -yep stupid-obviously not gonna work - stupid kind of comment= current caustic mood. Just representative of how little I now care about myself, my health, appearence etc, so lame & so woeful at the same time :(

 

[Bathsheba]

Currently seem to be trying to 'do myself in' by chain-smoking -yep stupid-obviously not gonna work - stupid kind of comment= current caustic mood. Just representative of how little I now care about myself, my health, appearence etc, so lame & so woeful at the same time :(

I get you.. I feel like I'm doing the same with alcohol. And that if I get liver damage it's just extra reason to ctb sooner so I don't even care.

 

[JimFord99]

I get you.. I feel like I'm doing the same with alcohol. And that if I get liver damage it's just extra reason to ctb sooner so I don't even care.

Yeah, me too. I consume fat too much alcohol, probably in the hope I can drink myself to death. Although this is not going to happen.

 

[MeltingHeart]

I get you.. I feel like I'm doing the same with alcohol. And that if I get liver damage it's just extra reason to ctb sooner so I don't even care.

imthe same with booze too

Yeah, me too. I consume fat too much alcohol, probably in the hope I can drink myself to death. Although this is not going to happen.

sadly not-people can be alcoholics,drug abusers, noteven eat well for many years-kind of insane how much the body can actually tolerate really

 

[Dartz]

Trying to die by chain smoking your way to the grave or drinking yourself is neither a pleasant nor efficient way to go :/

 

[MeltingHeart]

Trying to die by chain smoking your way to the grave or drinking yourself is neither a pleasant nor efficient way to go :/

no i know-i was just kind of being facetious -just like if people didnt know i wanted to die-or even if i really didnt-you could imagine someone remarking something like 'jeez r u trying to smoke yr self to death or something?!' it was more of a flippant remark on how little I now care about my health etc.

 

[Dartz]

no i know-i was just kind of being facetious -just like if people didnt know i wanted to die-or even if i really didnt-you could imagine someone remarking something like 'jeez r u trying to smoke yr self to death or something?!' it was more of a flippant remark on how little I now care about my health etc.

Yeah you'll get annoying comments like that from smoking, my response to that kinda comment is usually something along the lines of "jeez are you trying to fuck off from this conversation :)"