Venting sigh. its just getting worse.

[winechateu]

hey im venting just getting my thoughts out because i cant tell anyone else haha.

the last time i posted was yesterday and i actually started feeling better and looking forward to start a new future.

however, my family situation is god awful.
dad drunk driving an unregistered car without a license.
my older brother who is drunk every hour of the day trying to bother my mother who tested positive for covid.

i cant catch a fucking break.
i literally timed how long i could be .. not suicidal and i never pass 3 hours.

i can you know, call the police on both of them but heres the thing:
my dad could or could not go to jail for a long time and we would lose our house because he isnt paying. i say theres a chance he gets released in a week because ive had a plethora of domestic abuse cases which all ended up with them returning.

my older sister does not want to do anything now, she wants to wait until we have a more solidified plan (housing and money)

my mom agrees.

i cant fucking do thjs anymore lol.
my SN is coming soon which is good news.

this is making my head hurt.

to whoever reads this i luv u

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry you have so many problems in your family.
I have a schizophrenic mother who is making my dad and me go mad day by day.
She's one of the reasons I'll probably CTB next year.

 

[Nymph]

sorry there's so many problems you have to think about:( it really sucks

 

[Miss_Takes]

You are loved here WineChateau ... there is much love in this place.

 

[awfullife]

Thinking of you now WineChateu...Here's wishing you feel the love of the SS family during your struggle right now.