Sickness is so unnecessary.

[SilentSadness]

Sometimes I just wake up and have to feel extra-miserable that day. As if depression wasn't enough, you get a constant physical pain and fatigue for the whole day or longer. Half of the symptoms are caused by my own body fighting it as well, dragging me down in the process. I truly have no idea how religious people can justify sickness being part of God's plan or why I have to endure it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that suffering in any form is so unnecessary, it only exists just to torture existing beings. And I believe there to be no God, the existence of life is simply a cruel mistake and it's just a very unfortunate consequence of evolution. But it certainly can be so prison like feeling trapped in this disgusting flesh prison, simply being awake makes the thought of non existence sound so incredibly appealing to me.