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You stole my words. I feel exactly the same.
Currently, I'm a NEET. My only motivation is learning japanese and thinking of the day I finally CTB and leave this world.
Currently, I'm a NEET. My only motivation is learning japanese and thinking of the day I finally CTB and leave this world.
ecmnesia
the only thing humans are equal in is death
- Aug 30, 2020
- 766
probably that's an issue most of us in this forum are facing.
not gonna help, i guess. but i mean, at least you are not alone. we are as miserable as you.
not gonna help, i guess. but i mean, at least you are not alone. we are as miserable as you.
Deleted member 17949
Visionary
- May 9, 2020
- 2,238
I sympathise. It takes alot of control to keep hanging in and not doing something rash and half-baked that could fail. Because that would be even worse. Literally the only reason I am here is because I haven't been able to get N and I'm, terrified of brain damage. It's torturous.
Killing yourself isn't easy. Those who tell you it's Coward's way out, simply are clueless. It's the most courageous and vurtuos human act. It's transcendence. Beyond all human possibilities. But I'm drunk. Don't take my word for whatever its worth
FadedScarlet
Member
- Jun 9, 2020
- 6
Unfortunately, in the opening post with the story, there is only one letter left. The same thing happened to another post here from a different member, and it's the same lonely letter.
Without knowing the story, if you are not very old or terminally ill with an already huge impact to your body, it's almost impossible to neutralize SI. You have to make sure, that this is included in your method.
Without knowing the story, if you are not very old or terminally ill with an already huge impact to your body, it's almost impossible to neutralize SI. You have to make sure, that this is included in your method.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,886
Even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. Suicide is very difficult, if it was easier I would be already gone. Suicide is what I want and it is the one way to end all the pain. It is such an awful position to be in, wanting to die but yet being unable to. The survival instinct is a demon, determined to keep us suffering.
