Do u have a younger sibling and that is the reason why u want to ctb so that there life will become better after u ctb. I am a boy and I have a younger sister. Is anyone here in the same situation?
Pluto
Cat Extremist
- Dec 27, 2020
- 5,887
This feeling sometimes happens in the case of parentified children, or perhaps cases where poverty is an issue and insufficient resources for all. But are you sure that the trauma of losing a sibling will somehow make her life better?
Yes and no. I have several younger siblings and I feel like the worst older sister in the world. They deserve so much better. At the same time I know they'd never be able to recover from my suicide. I lost my step-sister last year, she shot herself, and one of the main reasons I'm still here is because I know my siblings would never be able to recover, even though I know it would probably be better for them to not have me around. They're 10-12 years old. I'm not a good sister at all, I'm pretty sure I've already traumatized them with my mental instability:) But yet they love me and adore me and I feel so fucking bad. But like I said, despite the fact that I'm 100% sure that they'd be better off without me, I also know that they'd never understand or accept that, and that really sucks.
makethepainstop
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- Sep 16, 2022
- 2,029
Let's see my dear little sister screwed up my finances, trashed my house, ran off my marine boyfriend twice! (He was combat hardened, so that tells you what a bitch the woman is). She never invites me to Christmas or thanksgiving; she goes to her husband's house. I'm left home alone. To ctb will release me from this bitch I allowed to move in with me. She hasn't worked a job in three years. With a sibling like that, I hope never to have a sister again in any future lives gimme brothers please.
If ur boyfriend ran with her then its not only ur sister's fault. Its ur boyfriend's fault too.
makethepainstop
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- Sep 16, 2022
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No, he didn't run with her he couldn't stand her damn bitching, which was constant.
He and I were together for 3 1/2 years before I stupidly allowed her to move in when she and her husband had problems. He was left homeless. I hate her. Truly I do!
He and I were together for 3 1/2 years before I stupidly allowed her to move in when she and her husband had problems. He was left homeless. I hate her. Truly I do!
makethepainstop
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- Sep 16, 2022
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Hollowillow
The only place that allows negative feelings.
- Aug 7, 2022
- 1,514
You were there first. If there isn't enough ressources for both & you need to fight... She's smaller so your ods of winning are better.
May the ods be in your favor (from the movie hunger games, kids forced to kill each other to depopulate)
If you hate this life & want to escape, best wishes. But doing it for others... Nope. If you care then get a job & buy her food.
If you die, die for you! Do 1 thing for yourself.
𖣴 nadia 𖣴
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- Dec 15, 2021
- 252
I think the best we can do for our younger generation is sacrifice our life by committing suicide.
I can't even think of hurting her i love her. I can't be selfish.
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