Venting SI is overwhelming wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!

[zekeyaeger]

It does not let me die! Jesus! Fuck this. FUCK. THIS.

 

[TheHolySword]

Millions of years of biological evolution at work. It doesn't matter how badly you want to go, your body will want to stay. It will go so far that it would rather your body and brain be destroyed and leave you as nothing but an empty husk than to die. Kinda fucked up but those are the rules of nature.

 

[zekeyaeger]

Millions of years of biological evolution at work. It doesn't matter how badly you want to go, your body will want to stay. It will go so far that it would rather your body and brain be destroyed and leave you as nothing but an empty husk than to die. Kinda fucked up but those are the rules of nature.

It is so shit. I have major respect for people who are able to CTB.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry for your suffering. It sounds like torture when people in their minds know that they want to die earlier but their body doesn't agree and stops them from dying earlier

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and tiring having to suffer in this existence, I personally just wish there's the option to just painlessly die in peace and never suffer again. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Forveleth]

Can relate. It's a bitch.

Take some time to relax and recover. Don't beat yourself up over it.