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sewagequeen

sewagequeen

Queen
Feb 14, 2023
1
I honestly am very confused with my situation. I'm not too scared of pain or choice of method ( My personal plans for CTB ) but my SI keeps holding me back from doing anything substantial towards those plans.

Has anyone found anything that could help ?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Of course the survival instinct can be very annoying, it's like the survival instinct exists just to prolong our torment and keep us trapped here in this hellish world. I just think that with questions like this unfortunately there is no easy answer. I believe that it's a personal thing overcoming the SI, like only you know when it's the right time to leave and I believe that it's a feeling that one has.

The way that I see it, once someone has a suicide method that they believe will succeed all that they can do is wait for when the time feels right. But anyway your frustrations really are understandable, none of us should have to feel so trapped in this world, suicide certainly shouldn't be this difficult for us.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
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Maybe do dry runs of your method? After all when you're dead you won't have to deal with fear ever again. If it's fear that is posing a an obstacle. SI can entail many things.
 
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