Anónimo
Student
- Oct 15, 2021
- 167
Tried partial again many times and I finally got dizzy, felt tingly all over my body, left it for longer than my previous attempt nad it was very intense. Blacking out would have happened after further seconds, but I just couldn't do it. Too scared dammit. I used shoelaces again, and it's very hard to hit the sweet spot, I just don't want the setup to get ruined while I'm knocked out.
I guess the problem is that I'm not as depressed as before, so I'm not too determined to go through with it. I'm at the point of "ok, if I could push a button to just die immediately, I would do it". Wish I had N. Welp, too bad. Thanks for reading.
I guess the problem is that I'm not as depressed as before, so I'm not too determined to go through with it. I'm at the point of "ok, if I could push a button to just die immediately, I would do it". Wish I had N. Welp, too bad. Thanks for reading.