Girobatol

Girobatol

Specialist
Sep 9, 2019
313
Should have done it before, but I let it go this far. Is all my fault. Now everything gets more complicated with this shitty virus. Now I worry about my relatives getting sick, about my funeral getting complicated. Part of my family lives in the US and I live in Colombia. Its all bad timing. I want to drink my N but I don't want to put more problems on others.
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
Tell me about it. Traveling abroad for Pegasos is getting more screwed by the day. I was planning for April. I was thinking about family and travel/funeral too. This will go on for quite awhile.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Maybe it's best to delay your plans and wait to things are back to normal but who knows it could take some time, I hope you have explored all your other options before drinking your N, I also think a lot of peoples plans to ctb will be affected as the Countries and Cities are going into lock down so your hotel stay will be cancelled.
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
Maybe it's best to delay your plans and wait to things are back to normal but who knows it could take some time, I hope you have explored all your other options before drinking your N, I also think a lot of peoples plans to ctb will be affected as the Countries and Cities are going into lock down so your hotel stay will be cancelled.
Time, yes, is the issue.
Time, yes, is the issue.
Switzerland, bordering Italy, is getting screwed right now. Next week will be a total mess there for sure. US a mess through June I bet.
One top of that..I probably HAVE the virus!! I'm on immunosuppressants, around children and now I am so incredibly sick. My hair skin bones joints lungs head hurt SO bad. Fever. Cough. Awful!
 
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TeenIdle

TeenIdle

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Feb 29, 2020
99
I was thinking about this too. I was thinking to ctb in April, but everything is so complicated now, here in Spain we are confined at our homes and cant get out and after this there will be a brutal economic crisis idk what to do, this world sucks
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
I feel SO selfish that this is causing such serious problems for my ctb date as well. Everything's fucked up now, and now I feel guilty because I know I'm being selfish. :sick::ehh: Like peoples lives are being fucked up but like the timing for my own self is the worst worst worst
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
WORST
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I planned to go to Mexico this summer to get N. Obv covid puts spikes in the wheel. I hope flights to Canada and then to Mexico/SA won't be cancelled. That would be such a fail to have my N method ruined.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
When I see what's happening it does make me question what I bothered sticking around for
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
i used to think that this would just go away in a few months, but the way things are going i fear that this outbreak may prolong my life for even longer, plus i don't want to leave a corpse to my relatives in the middle of such crisis.

the worst part is that no one is taking this serious and cases are about to surge in our country, the government is also taking way too fucking long to put any real measure in place. and with out crippled health system i can't imagine the chaos that will come next.

sorry that you are dealing with this. i'm sure many others are also in a similar situation, this virus really came in the worst possible time.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
It just seems to me like social engineering and manipulation, reminiscent of the days after 9/11 when the US had daily color-coded terrorist threats.

The world's mass populations are being mind-effed over a virus that doesn't seem to be significantly more fatal than any other seasonal virus. I think someone just decided those Asians are too sexy with their face masks and that shit needs to go global. Like seriously, when did this emoji become an emoji? :sick:

I smell fertilizer.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
Honestly I don't care about any viruses, society is much worse.
 
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