Otherwise, when you suddenly stop showing up, and you're not answering your calls, your workplace will investigate what's happened to you. They might find out what you did, and everyone at your workplace will know, which is embarrassing. At least for me. I don't want anyone to know.
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girlsboysthems
no i dont have a gun
- Dec 19, 2022
- 456
im gonna take a few days off and notify the police with a delay and im sure theyll take care of the rest...Screw 'em. You think they care about anything other than their margin? Tell them youre going out of town or somesuch.They will find out about what happened anyway as you 're not coming back to your job even after a vacation. Why bother? You're not here in this world/existence anymore, you're be free from all suffering in this world!
Wow what a coincidence you replied to my thread. I've been researching extensively about the carbon monoxide charcoal method and found comments you posted to be helpful. For example, I think you're correct that the reason people who take lots of benzos/alcohol beforehand fail is that these drugs make you breathe less, which is contrary to what you want with this method.
Are you still planning to go through with this method?
Yes, it's still my method of choice bc none of the required things are suspicious and they are nowhere restricted. The CO method needs proper planning and preparations but it is also very effective and there're hardly any SI reactions in the crucial moments. I consider this method as very peaceful.
girlsboysthems
no i dont have a gun
- Dec 19, 2022
- 456
im sure the police will respect my privacy and not tell them details, only that i died... and yeah i do mind them finding out but i cannot afford to quit the job.I don't want anyone to suspect anything so no.
Once my credit cards are maxed I'm just going to leave peacefully and without warning.
EternalShore
Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
- Jun 9, 2023
- 1,806
I don't really care tbh. Good if some people are scarred for all they did to me! >:3
but~ that's probably an extremely bad idea tho! >_< If you fail, now you're really screwed! You'd have to beg them to re-hire you! Doesn't sound fun at all! >_< imo, one should avoid making sewer slide their only logical option even if it's still the best one~ hehe~
LonelyKitten
Seeking one final escape
- Aug 13, 2023
- 284
I would recommend against it.
If you survive, you're extra fucked, which can potentially lead to an endless spiral downward.
Never underestimate survival instinct.
ddn.ctb
Waiting to step off in front of an audience
- Sep 9, 2023
- 236
No. I don't think you should.
You can never be sure if you will CTB even with the best tries. And quiting a job for no reason indicates issues that might attract attention.
movinout17
Student
- Feb 2, 2023
- 113
No. In my case, I have life insurance, so I'm counting on my company to give a sum to my beneficiaries
You'll be dead? Who cares? Also I think you have far more faith in people then is reality. Your work won't give a shit and people dont care about each other. Doubt you'll even get a call. They'll just replace you and the people will move on.
Oneness
The eternal awaits
- Oct 23, 2023
- 118
There is no you feeling embarrassed about anything after you are gone. CTB is the ultimate letting go of human concepts like "embarrassment".Similar threads
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