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Circles
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- Sep 3, 2018
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I'm on the fence about this. I want to atleast try my luck at dating even though I know my odds are stacked against me. I might have a hard time explaining this. Like even though I'm mentally ill and still suicidal, I want to try to find someone to just idk just see how things go cause it's not I have nothing to lose at this point in my life besides being rejected. But then at the same time I don't want to make myself worse anymore than I have to be in case I can't handle things I have never experienced before or something. And then there's the part where I don't want to be a burden on someone else so I wonder is it selfish of me to want to date? Idk. I'm already having doubts because every time I entertain the idea of dating I realize how many obstacles there are and I feel so insecure about it. I know people say you need to work on yourself before you do anything and I'm trying but at some point I want to try. But should a suicidal mentally disabled person even try?