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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
I'm so over everything, I just want peace from this horrible place. So tired of worrying about if I'll be able to stretch my paycheck for another 2 weeks. I'm tired of stressing over everything. I'm trying but I'm just tired now, I want peace and to sleep forever.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,334
It's certainly understandable just wishing for peace from this dreadful existence, the peace of non-existence is all that's ever appealed to me, it's all that feels ideal. But anyway best wishes.
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
386
I would definitely wait until you finish school to ctb. Ctb is really difficult
to accomplish and a lot of people survive their attempts. Should you survive your attempt you would be much better off having finished your education. You should take the possibility of failure to ctb and the quality of your life after into account when making this decision. Once you discontinue your education it is hard to go back. xo, j
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
I'd finish with schooling if I were you. If you end up failing then you'll likely regret not finishing your education. If you can't wait that long, then at least do it over the winter or summer break. Then, if you fail and you end up having to stay at the hospital, you at least don't end up having to worry about falling behind in school.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
If I was uncertain enough to be asking anonymous strangers their opinion on ctb I'd feel that it probably wasn't the time for me.
 
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snowcloud9

snowcloud9

I’m Cold
Sep 9, 2023
250
You should give us more context, but I think you want to live longer if you're asking this question.
 

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