Should I wait or not???

[Yuta32]

I spoke with my ex again, telling her that I wanted to talk to her to apologize and clarify some things, but she told me not to and that I should move on because she's already moving forward with someone else. Time is passing by.

I felt so miserable at that moment. My ex-partner left me because of erectile dysfunction, and losing her has caused me depression, but most of all, I have anxiety attacks all day long just thinking about it. My self-esteem is extremely low, and I don't think I can get through this on my own because I hate myself. I'm weak, and I also have a physical illness. I don't know, I feel like a defect. I still need someone. Many people say that I can get through this on my own, but it's not like I haven't tried. I will have an appointment with a psychiatrist soon, and they will prescribe medication, but I don't know how long it will take, and I don't know if it will work. Is it worth waiting for? I'm already tired, and I truly want to rest and sleep forever. Unfortunately, I don't have any bonds that would prevent me from feeling this way, neither family nor friends. I don't feel anything significant for them."

 

[AllFoxedOut]

I'm so sorry about your ex.

but youre hesitating so wait. make it to that appointment.

 

[Yuta32]

I'm so sorry about your ex.

but youre hesitating so wait. make it to that appointment.

Do you think that if there is a medicine that takes away thoughts?, I have the same therapy and I do my part but it is difficult, I don't feel that it works

 

[nyee]

whatever you end up doing, you need to let go of your ex.

I think it's worth waiting for the appointment and see what happens. The worst case is that you spend a little bit more time on the planet, but it will reassure you before your last moments that it truly is what you want.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

Do you think that if there is a medicine that takes away thoughts?, I have the same therapy and I do my part but it is difficult, I don't feel that it works

I wish there was. alcohol numbs them for me (for others it makes it more intense though) but I don't think there's anything that truly takes away thoughts

 

[Kikoo]

Just a warning, if you are going to start searching for meds, it may take several months to find the right one(s) for you.

 

[Yuta32]

whatever you end up doing, you need to let go of your ex.

I think it's worth waiting for the appointment and see what happens. The worst case is that you spend a little bit more time on the planet, but it will reassure you before your last moments that it truly is what you want.

The truth is very difficult, I know that I must logically lose it, but emotionally it is impossible for me, my head takes care of remembering and thinking many things, and I have reached the point of thinking that I am crazy.

Well, also the economic thing is something like far away, but I suppose that I will have to go.

 

[seaspray]

So sorry about your ex.The meds might help_Ive been on mine for 6 weeks now but have been told to give it 8 weeks..You arent crazy-just hurting.

 

[Yuta32]

Just a warning, if you are going to start searching for meds, it may take several months to find the right one(s) for you.

I hope not to take too long. I just want something that can help me get rid of anxiety, maybe then I won't have so many thoughts and I can manage to do my activities in my routine and achieve growth, and be better than before. Right now, I really can't, and when I manage to start something, anxiety kills me.

So sorry about your ex.The meds might help_Ive been on mine for 6 weeks now but have been told to give it 8 weeks..You arent crazy-just hurting.

I'll try to wait, I'm glad it's working for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's up to you deciding what to do, it will always be a personal decision. But anyway it must be really tiring and dreadful feeling trapped in that situation, it's such an awful world we exist in where people suffer all through no fault of their own.

 

[MoonDog24]

Nah don't do it just go fix yourself. Go to your psychiatrist, try to fix your ED, and try to get healthy. You don't need anybody else just yourself.

 

[Yuta32]

Nah don't do it just go fix yourself. Go to your psychiatrist, try to fix your ED, and try to get healthy. You don't need anybody else just yourself.

It's what I wanted to do after I asked for help, but every time the mountain gets bigger.

It's up to you deciding what to do, it will always be a personal decision. But anyway it must be really tiring and dreadful feeling trapped in that situation, it's such an awful world we exist in where people suffer all through no fault of their own.

Realmente es agotador, mentalmente siempre está en mi cabeza, a veces dudo si podré salir, y sí, en este mundo somos seres sociales pero tenemos que salir solos de nuestro propio sufrimiento, que a veces es imposible.

 

[woh6]

I'm sorry to hear about your ex. Medicación puede ayudar pero no te quitariá los pensamientos. Time heals. Con el tiempo la superarás. Sé que es difícil, a mí me tomó varios meses superar a mi ex, y más para dejar de pensar en él. Veo tu lucha y puedo ver que lo intentas. Creo que con el tiempo te iriá mejor, pero por ahora te deseo lo mejor.