To match the colors
To have control is to be free.
- Sep 19, 2018
- 40
my self steem has always been low as all hell(for a wide variety of reasons) that led me to decide to kill myself once my parents are dead. unfortunately theres a looong while until that happens and recently i have started to feel romantically(and sexually) inadequate for the first time in my life(i dont know why) and i am like: i ereally want a girlfriend, even toufh i dont really want one, im just feeling lonely and inadequate about it.
it is eating away at me to have yet another reason to suffer and i dont want it anymore.
it is eating away at me to have yet another reason to suffer and i dont want it anymore.