incision
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- Jul 29, 2022
- 3
id feel bad asking for any accommodations other than letting me take smoke breaks even though they already do. i just feel i should make them aware i'm different. functioning as a regular human being is the hardest thing for me. when i'm at work i don't talk, everybody there hangs out with each other i only go to work and go home. work itself is hard because i have shit memory, im distracted 99% of the time, and i can't be taught new things as i can't retain information much anymore. they want to cross train me as a server assistant and that means i have to now wear fancy clothes and go out on the floor among customers, whereas before i only work in kitchen. i can not do that.
i'm honestly scared to talk to them because idk what to say, as i'm rambling here. i just know they need to be aware of this and my anxieties, i have ocd, ptsd, psychotic symptoms, severe social anxiety, major depression, i panic on the way in every day and the whole time i'm there unless i bring weed with me. they know me and like me, im good at my job. since they've rehired me (after i quit for my mental health) i've been legitimately a great asset so i'm not worried i'll lose my job asking for a bit of slack. if you've ever had this sort of discussion with an employer how did it go?
i'm honestly scared to talk to them because idk what to say, as i'm rambling here. i just know they need to be aware of this and my anxieties, i have ocd, ptsd, psychotic symptoms, severe social anxiety, major depression, i panic on the way in every day and the whole time i'm there unless i bring weed with me. they know me and like me, im good at my job. since they've rehired me (after i quit for my mental health) i've been legitimately a great asset so i'm not worried i'll lose my job asking for a bit of slack. if you've ever had this sort of discussion with an employer how did it go?