should i get a bf before i kill myself

[Hyperbunny]

i keep breaking up with them though because im sick

 

[lofticries]

I don't see the point of getting a bf right before you ctb. You could lead them to becoming depressed and possibly ending up here.

 

[Tackingintothewind]

If you are definitely planning to ctb then no. That is horribly unfair to them. If getting another boyfriend is something that can help you recover, sure

 

[insanedoomer]

I don't see the point of getting a bf right before you ctb. You could lead them to becoming depressed and possibly ending up here.

that's " evil " yep

 

[victoria91]

I've tried so many times breaking up with my partner out of guilt over wanting to kill myself so getting a boyfriend is probably the worse idea as it will mess him up.

 

[Lupgevif]

Clearly not.

 

[Ashley_1988]

sorry i am pretty confused about ur tread in the first place..like what did u expect us to answer..???
I hope totally for u to get better..but ur question Idk maybe there is a deeper reason behind it..
that u did not reveal whats totally okay its ur decision what u share with us..but from where I am standing..i just don´t get it sorry..

still hope for u u find the help u are looking for..whatever that is

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Sounds like you already did, several times.

 

[Bergamot]

i think ctb everyday the reason are my gif and my old trauma , she's hurt me and brok me inside like other peoples

 

[Makko]

Might as well. And if it doesn't work out, you have the usual options.

 

[Bergamot]

Might as well. And if it doesn't work out, you have the usual options.

which ? I love her so much I need her in my disgusting life she is the only glimmer of light I have

 

[Trans Magus]

Doesn't really seem fair to someone to form an emotional connection with them before you off yourself. What do you want from them? Emotional connection? Maybe another suicidal person would help. Sex? I recommend an escort. Support? The forum is pretty helpful.

 

[WornOutLife]

Personally, I think you shouldn't.
Why make a person love you when you know you'll hurt them a lot because of ctb?
For this reason, I'm not interesting in dating anyone. I'm way too mentally unstable and I know I might ctb at any moment in spite of trying to live.