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- Sep 12, 2024
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I'm set on attempting next tuesday by hanging...I dont know whether I should even bother showing up to college anymore for the next few days, especially given my ex girlfriend is there and I told her of my suicidal ideation...so instead I think id like to block everyone and go for Walks in order not to make my parents suspicious of anything. Then again if my attempt fails or I get cold feet justifying the absence would be hard...What do you think?