Should I eat something even I feel guilty of it?

[Tearygirl]

I didn't eat anything since yesterday. Even I drank some water, but couldn't eat something because I feel guilty fot it. Ofc, I really feel hungry, but some part of my mind keeps me away from eating something. Also, I ODed 10 tablets of tylenol yesterday, and malaise didn't went away. What should I do? Should I overcome my guilty and eat some food? Or starving the second day?
p.s. I can track my SN now. I feel much better because I realised that I can follow @isam soon.
p.s. 2 Please do not overdose tylenol. It is unpleasant and also very painful.

 

[R_N]

Hey Teary, why are you not eating?

 

[Tearygirl]

Hey Teary, why are you not eating?

Because I feel guilty of it. My appetite decrease significantly, so it's not easy to eat sonething now.

 

[R_N]

I think you should eat and try not to feel guilty of it. It is easier said than done but you can do it. I believe in you.

 

[enjoy]

hi, teary. i think you deserve to eat if you're hungry. it will likely assuage some of the after-effects of the tylenol that you took yesterday. i'm sure it's wreaking some havoc on your stomach, and having some substance to absorb it might help you feel better for the time being.

 

[Tearygirl]

I think you should eat and try not to feel guilty of it. It is easier said than done but you can do it. I believe in you.

I know I should. But this is too hard for me. I always wished I can die while sleeping.. but it didn't happen.

hi, teary. i think you deserve to eat if you're hungry. it will likely assuage some of the after-effects of the tylenol that you took yesterday. i'm sure it's wreaking some havoc on your stomach, and having some substance to absorb it might help you feel better for the time being.

I think so. I feel pain even today... Hope it can be better soon.

p.s. I wish I can found dead soon so that I don't need to eat anything...

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

I understand how you feel.... I hope you can eat something soon

 

[Tearygirl]

I understand how you feel.... I hope you can eat something soon

I really hope so... I feel too hungry right now, but part of my mind refuses to eat any food.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

I really hope so... I feel too hungry right now, but part of my mind refuses to eat any food.

It is really hard.... Sometimes I think when I haven't eaten for a day or two that anything small I eat will automatically be absorbed into energy... It helps me not feel so guilty... Thinking of you

 

[Moonicide]

I know you're struggling right now, love. There are days where I feel like I deserve to be hungry, I deserve to feel that pain... But please do eat. Even if it is a few bites, even if it's gradually. Take each day little by little.

Sending you all my love.

 

[Tearygirl]

It is really hard.... Sometimes I think when I haven't eaten for a day or two that anything small I eat will automatically be absorbed into energy... It helps me not feel so guilty... Thinking of you

I'm not sure it will be energy or just make me overweight, but thanks for your kind word

I know you're struggling right now, love. There are days where I feel like I deserve to be hungry, I deserve to feel that pain... But please do eat. Even if it is a few bites, even if it's gradually. Take each day little by little.

Sending you all my love.

It's too hard to get over a member's ctb... I might can eat today or tomorrow. Thanks

 

[Tearygirl]

I'm not sure it will be energy or just make me overweight, but thanks for your kind word

It's too hard to get over a member's ctb... I might can eat today or tomorrow. Thanks

I think I can eat something tomorrow... Thanks for your kind words everyone. I really love you all

 

[BlueWidow]

I hope you feel well enough to eat soon and that your plans come together the way you want them to.