please_kill_me
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- Oct 7, 2020
- 54
I've been taking new pills lately for my psychotic depression, anxiety and other stuff. My psychiatrist said to my mum that I was feeling suicidal and could do something bad so she asked her if she could put all the sharp things away and put a way all pills I have at my house. But the only thing she did was looking at me while I take the pills, the other pills and sharp stuff are still in the house. She did nothing, and she knows that I dont think when I'm having some suicidal crisis. I've tried to kill myself yesterday and last week and the week before that...I dont like my mum as a person or as a mum but would be nice if she cared...and when I try something and she discovers she starts doing a thing saying that is all her fault cause she was a bad mum and that is my fault that I wasn't saying anything to her...I'm recovering from selfarm and she sees it and always cries and again says that is her fault and stuff...she doesn't try to help me she just talks about her and than I need to hug her while she cries and I say that it's all ok. Should I talk to her about this to her? Cause last time I tried she just did the same...should i keep trying?